Courage -- Fiction; Cowardice -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space ships -- Fiction
Commandant Jemson's face spread on the screen like a slow stain. He
cleared his voice. This was a strong face. The eyes were compelling;
the nose generous and the mouth firm. Steel grey hair, cut short,
completed the impression of controlled power.
"Attention," the voice said; and it, too, was dynamic, forceful.
"Attention, all participants in Operation Caliban. We are now
approaching our objective. The flight, thus far, has been distinguished
by its orderliness. We know that the landing will be equally
well-organized. The high command has decided that the space cruiser
ICARUS, piloted by Lieutenant Dirk Jemson, shall have the honor of
leading the armada in. If that is clear, we will rendezvous on Caliban."
The image flickered for a moment and then dwindled away. The die was
cast. Shakily, Dirk rose to his feet. There had been a second when he
had harbored the wild hope that his father might reserve the honor of
the first landing for himself; that hope had foundered and gone down.
The echo of the older man's pride hung suspended in Dirk's mind. Why
couldn't the commandant understand that with Dirk it was different? Why
couldn't he see the difference?
"Are you all right, sir?" That was Allen, struggling to mask his
concern with an air of forced casualness.
"Yes." Dirk's voice sounded strained and taut. "Yes. I'm all right.
I'll take over, Allen." He moved toward the visi-shield and Allen
retreated.
They were staring at him now, as those fellow students had stared long
years before; but now, it was Caliban which bobbed in the visi-shield,
not Deimos; this was the lead ship in the Jemson Armada, not a trainer;
they were all waiting for him--Dirk Jemson--the commandant's son--to
lead them in.
* * * * *
He clutched at the controls. His mouth was dry and his eyes ached. He
longed desperately to close them--to shut out the spinning universe
before him. He stared at his hands on the controls and they seemed
detached--as if they belonged to someone else.
Allen was at his shoulder with a suggestive clearing of his throat:
"Are you sure, lieutenant, that you're well?"
Impatiently, Dirk nodded. Why didn't they leave him alone? Why couldn't
they ALL leave him alone?
The audio-visor hummed. "We're waiting, ICARUS. Go ahead."
They were waiting. Waiting on him. This was the moment--the moment he
had hoped to avoid--when other men depended on him to put them into
a safe harbor in space. His father was testing him. He was supposed
to show the superiority of the breed--the special gifts that made the
Jemson men apart.
He closed his eyes for a moment and began to decelerate.
"Careful of the flagship!" Kennedy's voice was low, but tense. "You're
cutting in on him."
Dirk forced himself to open his eyes. The universe spun and whirled in
a confused circle before him and in the center of that gyrating mass
was the flagship. Somehow he missed it.
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