Arab countries -- Fiction; Crusades -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction
Why, at the thought of it even, in that solemn place and hour of
dedication, his spirit reeled, for then and there for the first time it
was borne in upon him that he loved this woman more than all the world
beside—more than his life, more, perhaps, than his soul. He loved her
with all his pure young heart—so much that it would be a joy to him to
die for her, not only in the heat of battle, as lately had almost
chanced on the Death Creek quay, but in cold blood, of set purpose, if
there came need. He loved her with body and with spirit, and, after
God, here to her he consecrated his body and his spirit. But what value
would she put upon the gift? What if some other man—?
By his side, his elbows resting on the altar rails, his eyes fixed upon
the beaming armour that he would wear in battle, knelt Wulf, his
brother—a mighty man, a knight of knights, fearless, noble,
open-hearted; such a one as any woman might well love. And he also
loved Rosamund. Of this Godwin was sure. And, oh! did not Rosamund love
Wulf? Bitter jealousy seized upon his vitals. Yes; even then and there,
black envy got hold of Godwin, and rent him so sore that, cold as was
the place, the sweat poured from his brow and body.
Should he abandon hope? Should he fly the battle for fear that he might
be defeated? Nay; he would fight on in all honesty and honour, and if
he were overcome, would meet his fate as a brave knight should—without
bitterness, but without shame. Let destiny direct the matter. It was in
the hands of destiny, and stretching out his arm, he threw it around
the neck of his brother, who knelt beside him, and let it rest there,
until the head of the weary Wulf sank sleepily upon his shoulder, like
the head of an infant upon its mother’s breast.
“Oh Jesu,” Godwin moaned in his poor heart, “give me strength to fight
against this sinful passion that would lead me to hate the brother whom
I love. Oh Jesu, give me strength to bear it if he should be preferred
before me. Make me a perfect knight—strong to suffer and endure, and,
if need be, to rejoice even in the joy of my supplanter.”
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