American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
The argument last night had been about literature and the way it was
taught in the schools. Concerning school methods of dealing with poetry
Felix had been particularly scornful. Tonight Blake took up the argument
again, and Felix explained himself vigorously. Only those who could do a
thing, he insisted, were capable of really understanding it; and it did
not matter that they did it badly—so long as they thereby came to
understand it creatively.
A red-haired young woman at the further end of the long table was the
only one who appeared to take his arguments with any seriousness; at
least he thought he saw approval in her eyes. The others, or so it
seemed to him, were only politely amused at the intensity of his
feelings on the subject. But when he had concluded his argument, the
motherly-looking woman at the head of the table said, “Perhaps if Mr.
Fay feels like that, he will be willing to undertake a class in English
literature twice a week for us. Mr. Hays, who has had the class, is
leaving town. You’ll have a chance, Mr. Fay, to try out your theories on
twenty very interested young people—who I’m sure would be glad to learn
to produce literature as well as to appreciate it. I think, myself,
there’s something to your theory—though I don’t hold much by theories
any more. I think a great deal depends on the enthusiasm with which they
are carried out. I’m sure you will make an enthusiastic teacher—I only
hope you won’t become too quickly discouraged. Do you think you’d like
to try it?”
Gracious and even flattering as this offer was, yet the challenge in it
rather staggered Felix. He had not expected to be called upon to prove
the correctness of his theory in actual practice; he had never supposed
that he would ever have the opportunity. Teaching was a province sacred
to those who themselves had been elaborately taught—certainly not to be
intruded upon by a youth who had never finished high school! Yet, if he
believed in his own theory, he ought to be willing to put it to the
test. He ought to take up this challenge. But did he dare risk a
humiliating failure? And then his eyes met those of the red-haired girl
down at the other end of the table; and he knew that she expected him to
do it.
“Thank you for the chance,” he said. “I’ll be glad to.”
The talk swept on to other things, leaving him a little dazed. He had
been quite casually accepted as one whose abilities might be of value;
he had astonishingly become a part of this institution; and upon no
false pretences—for in his argument he had candidly exposed the
deficiencies of his formal schooling. These people were willing to try
him out. And they went on talking as though nothing strange had
occurred.... The loneliness and helplessness in which he had been
submerged by his day of sight-seeing, ebbed away.
“Won’t you tell me something more about your idea? It’s very interesting
to me, because I’m in charge of a group of children who are doing
plays.”
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