American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
He discovered that these writings gave him a special standing among his
fellow-reporters. They had never ventured to aspire to the editorial
page. Nor would Felix have ventured, except that he knew from loafing
about the editorial room how welcome was an occasional column from the
outside. He still felt himself to be an intruder into a superior realm,
and he was grateful for those times, once or twice a week, when Clive
stopped beside his desk and suggested that they lunch together.
He had wondered at first how it was that Clive Bangs, with a passion for
ideas as intense as the one Felix had long been endeavoring to overcome
within himself, should be a successful editorial writer on Chicago’s
most conservative and respectable paper—and, for that matter, the valued
committeeman of two or three eminently practical and sober reform
organizations! Clive was not merely a moon-calf like himself; he was at
the same time a quite sane and work-a-day young Chicagoan.
The thought of such an adjustment to the world fascinated and tantalized
Felix. It held out for him the possibility of getting along successfully
without going through any such violent psychic revolution as he had
demanded of himself, Clive was inwardly an Anarchist, a Utopian, a
theorist and dreamer of the wildest sort; and outwardly something quite
other.
That outward quality was what Felix envied in Clive—that practical
adaptability to the world, so far beyond anything that seemed possible
for Felix himself to achieve. He would have given much for Clive’s ease
of manner, his ability to meet ordinary people on their own ground—as
for instance in discussing the Yale-Harvard game with a college boy and
an instant later local politics with a “reform” alderman who stopped in
turn by their table in the City Club. At such a moment Felix was struck
dumb; he felt like a child in the presence of grown-up people. Clive
seemed to him an infinitely superior being.
And yet this practical adaptability to human occasions was a trait upon
which Clive himself seemed to set no value. His easy worldliness—as
Felix thought it—was only one side of his character; and he preferred to
indulge the other side—the side that was fantastically idealistic.
Perhaps it was because Felix had felt obliged to carry all his theories
into practice, that some bounds had been set to his theorizing. No such
bounds existed for Clive Bangs. The most extreme ideas that Felix had
ever timidly cherished with regard to some free and happy society of the
future, were commonplaces to Clive. His speculations roved boldly into
Platonic, Nietzschean, and H. G. Wellsian spheres, and dwelt there as
among solid realities.
They talked chiefly of love—of love in the future.
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