American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Yes,” said Felix defiantly. “They wrote about lucent syrops tinct with
cinnamon, and skylarks, and things like that; and they loved them to
begin with—that was why they wrote about them. Don’t you love
anything—anything that is right on hand to be loved—babies, or pet
kittens, or pretty clothes, or pretty girls? Are you always pining for
something you haven’t got?”
“Always!” two or three of them responded impressively in chorus.
“_The desire of the moth for the star_,” the ironical young man
contributed.
“See here,” said Felix. “Shelley was a young aristocrat with an income,
living luxuriously in Italy, and he could afford to be unhappy.” They
laughed, but Felix went on earnestly. “He could afford to be devoted to
something afar from the sphere of his sorrow, because his sorrow
consisted of the fact that after eloping with two girls, he couldn’t
elope with a third and have a perfectly clear conscience. Added to the
fact that he knew, if he did, he would be tired of her in a few weeks
anyway. He had tried it before, and he knew. That was what Shelley’s
sorrow was all about, and if any one here present is in the same
situation, I grant that he is entitled to feel that the desire for
happiness is the desire of the moth for the star. But for ordinary
mortals like ourselves, happiness is no such impossible thing. It is not
the desire of the moth for the star, but—” he hesitated, and the
ironical youth broke in with:
“The desire of the moth for the candle-flame!”
“And suppose that it is!” said Felix. “What is life anyway, except a
burning of ourselves up in action? Only I don’t see why you prefer such
tragic figures of speech. Why not—”
The ironical youth interrupted again: “The desire of the caterpillar for
the cabbage-leaf!”
“I give you up!” said Felix.
But he learned from Rose-Ann that his class was considered by the
residents a real success. And fat old Mrs. Perk, one evening at the tiny
theatre, said to him: “I hear you’re making poets out of the boys and
girls. They say you’re a grand teacher!”
It was very odd: it seemed to make no difference that they could not
take what he wanted to give them, or that he did not want to give them
what they were getting; the class was a success anyway!
“Who was telling you?” he asked.
“That David Arenstein,” she told him. “The one that always used to be
talking about committing suicide.” David was the ironical youth who had
quoted Shelley at him. “But he’s far from committing suicide now—” and
she smiled her comfortable smile. “He’s going to be married. Oh, yes, he
comes and tells me all his troubles.”
Felix laughed. “I hope he doesn’t hold me to blame!”
She shook her head. “Well, you’ll be getting married yourself, pretty
soon, I suppose?”
He did not venture to challenge her as to whom. But he said, “What in
the world makes you think that?”
“Oh,” she said, “young folks do, sooner or later, I’ve noticed.”
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