Accident victims -- Fiction; Bridges -- Accidents -- Peru -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Peru -- Fiction
Suddenly the news was all over Lima. Doña Micaela Villegas, the lady
that used to be Camila the Perichole, had the small-pox. Several hundred
other persons had the small-pox also, but popular interest and malignity
were concentrated upon the actress. A wild hope ran about the town that
the beauty would be impaired that had enabled her to despise the class
from which she sprang. The news escaped from the sick-room that Camila
had become ludicrous in homeliness and the cup of the envious
overflowed. As soon as she was able she had herself carried from the
city to her villa in the hills; she ordered the sale of her elegant
little palace. She returned her jewels to their givers and she sold her
fine clothes. The Viceroy, the Archbishop, and the few men at court who
had been her sincerest admirers besieged her door still with messages
and gifts; the messages were ignored and the gifts were returned without
comment. No one but her nurse and maids had been permitted to see her
since the commencement of her illness. As an answer to his repeated
attempts Don Andrés received a large sum of money from her with a
letter compounded of all that is possible in bitterness and pride.
Like all beautiful women who have been brought up amid continual
tributes to her beauty she assumed without cynicism that it must
necessarily be the basis of anyone's attachment to herself; henceforth
any attention paid to her must spring from a pity full of condescension
and faintly perfumed with satisfaction at so complete a reversal. This
assumption that she need look for no more devotion now that her beauty
had passed proceeded from the fact that she had never realized any love
save love as passion. Such love, though it expends itself in generosity
and thoughtfulness, though it give birth to visions and to great poetry,
remains among the sharpest expressions of self-interest. Not until it
has passed through a long servitude, through its own self-hatred,
through mockery, through great doubts, can it take its place among the
loyalties. Many who have spent a lifetime in it can tell us less of love
than the child that lost a dog yesterday. As her friends continued in
their efforts to draw her again into society she grew more and more
angry and dispatched insulting messages to the city. It was said for a
time that she was retiring into religion. But new rumours that all was
fury and despair on the little farm, contradicted the old. For those
near to her the despair was fearful to behold. She was convinced that
her life was over, her life and children's. In her hysterical pride she
had given back more than she owed and the approach of poverty was added
to the loneliness and the gloom of her future. There was nothing left
for her to do but to draw out her days in jealous solitude in the center
of the little farm that was falling into decay. She brooded for hours
upon the joy of her enemies and could be heard striding about her room
with strange cries.
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