His restless thoughts were mixed with the first bright dreams of the new
world of manhood. Finally he fell asleep with a smile on his lips, but
his sleep was constantly broken by the anticipation of the next
morning's appointment. At seven o'clock he awoke with a start, fearful
that he was too late already. He dressed hastily and astonished his
mother when he went in to say good-morning because she had always had
difficulty getting him out of bed. Before she could question him he was
out of her room again.
With only the one thought in his mind, not to keep his friend waiting,
he dawdled about downstairs in the hotel, even forgetting to eat
breakfast.
At half-past nine the baron came sauntering down the lobby with his easy
air and no indication that anything had been troubling _him_. He, of
course, had completely forgotten the appointment for a walk, but he
acted as though he were quite ready to keep his promise when the boy
came rushing at him so eagerly. He took Edgar's arm and paced up and
down the lobby with him leisurely. Edgar was radiant, although the
baron gently but firmly refused to start on the walk at once. He seemed
to be waiting for something. Every once in a while he gave a nervous
glance at one of the various doors. Suddenly he drew himself up. Edgar's
mother had entered the hall.
She responded to the baron's greeting and came up to him with a pleasant
expression on her face. Edgar had not told her about the walk. It was
too precious a thing to talk about. But now the baron mentioned it and
she smiled in approval. Then he went on to invite her to come along, and
she was not slow in accepting.
That made Edgar sulky. He gnawed at his lips. How provoking of his
mother to have come into the lobby just then! The walk belonged to him
and him alone. To be sure, he had introduced his friend to his mother,
but only out of courtesy. He had not meant to share him with anybody.
Something like jealousy began to stir in him when he observed the
baron's friendliness to his mother.
On the walk the dangerous sense the child had of his importance and
sudden rise to prominence was heightened by the interest the two adults
showed in him. He was almost the exclusive subject of their
conversation. His mother expressed rather hypocritical solicitude on
account of his pallor and nervousness, while the baron kept saying it
was nothing to worry about and extolled his young "friend's" good
manners and pleasant ways.
It was the happiest hour of Edgar's life. Rights were granted him that
he had never before been allowed. He was permitted to take part in the
conversation without a prompt "keep quiet, Edgar." He could even express
bold desires for which he would have been rebuked before. No wonder the
deceptive feeling that he was grown up began to flourish in his
imagination. In his bright dreams childhood already lay behind him like
a suit he had outgrown and cast off.
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