At the mother's invitation, the baron took his mid day meal at their
table. She was growing friendlier all the time. The vis-à-vis was now a
companion, the acquaintanceship a friendship. The trio was in full
swing, and the three voices, the woman's, the man's and the child's,
mingled in harmony.
CHAPTER IV
THE ATTACK
The impatient hunter felt the time had come to creep up on his game. The
three-sidedness of the sport annoyed him, and so did the tone of it. To
sit there and chat was rather pleasant, but he was after more than mere
talk. Social intercourse, with the mask it puts over desire, always, he
knew, retards the erotic between man and woman. Words lose their ardor,
the attack its fire. Despite their conversation together on indifferent
matters, Edgar's mother must never forget his real object, of which, he
was quite convinced, she was already aware.
That his efforts to catch this woman were not to prove in vain seemed
very probable. She was at the critical age when a woman begins to regret
having remained faithful to a husband she has never truly loved, and
when the purple sunset of her beauty still affords her a final urgent
choice between motherliness and womanliness. The life whose questions
seem to have been answered long before becomes a problem again, and for
the last time the magnetic needle of the will wavers between the hope
for an intense love experience and ultimate resignation. The woman has a
dangerous decision to confront, whether she will live her own life or
that of her children, whether she will be a woman first, or a mother
first.
The baron, who was very perspicacious in these matters, thought that he
discerned in Edgar's mother this very vacillation between passion to
live her own life and readiness to sacrifice her desires. In
conversation she always omitted to mention her husband. Evidently he
satisfied nothing but her bare external needs and not the snobbishness
that an aristocratic way of living had excited in her. And as for her
son, she knew precious little of the child's soul. A shadow of boredom,
wearing the veil of melancholy in her dark eyes, lay over her life and
obscured her sensuousness.
The baron resolved to act quickly, yet at the same time to avoid any
appearance of haste. Like an angler, who tempts the fish by dangling and
withdrawing the bait, he would affect a show of indifference and let
himself be courted while he was the one that was actually doing the
courting. He would put on an air of haughtiness and bring into sharp
relief the difference in their social ranks. There was fascination in
the idea of getting possession of that lovely, voluptuous creature
simply by stressing his pride, by mere externals, by the use of a
high-sounding aristocratic name and the adoption of a cold, proud
manner.
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