The baron and Edgar's mother were both sensible of a dumb opposition in
front of them without realizing that it emanated from the child. The
presence of a third person in the carriage constrained them, and those
two dark glowing orbs opposite acted as a check. They scarcely dared to
speak or look up, and it was impossible for them to drop back into the
light, easy conversational tone of the day before, so entangled were
they already in ardent confidences and words suggestive of secret
caresses. They would start a subject, promptly come to a halt, say a
broken phrase or two, make another attempt, then lapse again into
complete silence. Everything they said seemed always to stumble over the
child's obstinate silence and fall flat.
The mother was especially oppressed by her son's sullen quiescence.
Giving him a cautious glance out of the corners of her eyes, she was
startled to observe, for the first time, in the manner Edgar compressed
his lips, a resemblance to her husband when he was annoyed. At that
particular moment, when she was playing "hide-and-seek" with an
adventure, it was more than ordinarily discomfiting to be reminded of
her husband. The boy, only a foot or two away, with his dark, restless
eyes and that suggestion behind his pale forehead of lying in wait,
seemed to her like a ghost, a guardian of her conscience, doubly
intolerable there in the close quarters of the carriage. Suddenly, for
one second, Edgar looked up and met his mother's gaze. Instantly they
dropped their eyes in the consciousness that they were spying on each
other. Till then each had had implicit faith in the other. Now something
had come between mother and child and made a difference. For the first
time in their lives they set to observing each other, to separating
their destinies, with secret hate already mounting in their hearts,
though the feeling was too young for either to admit it to himself.
When the horses pulled up at the hotel entrance, all three were
relieved. The excursion had been a failure, each of them felt, though
thy did not say so. Edgar was the first to get out of the carriage. His
mother excused herself for going straight up to her room, pleading a
headache. She was tired and wanted to be by herself. Edgar and the baron
were left alone together.
The baron paid the coachman, looked at his watch, and mounted the steps
to the hall, paying no attention to Edgar and passed him with that easy
sway of his slim back which had so enchanted the child that he had
immediately begun to imitate the baron's walk. The baron brushed past
him, right past him. Evidently he had forgotten him and left him to
stand there beside the driver and the horses as though he did not belong
to him.
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