In the breakfast-room his mother was sitting at their usual table,
alone. Thank goodness, his enemy was not present. Edgar would not have
to look upon that hateful face of his. And yet, as he went to the
table, he was by no means sure of himself.
"Good morning," he said.
His mother made no reply, nor even so much as glanced up, but kept her
eyes fixed in a peculiarly rigid stare on the view from the window. She
looked very pale, her eyes were red-rimmed, and there was that quivering
of her nostrils which told so plainly how wrought up she was. Edgar bit
his lips. Her silence bewildered him. He really did not know whether he
had hurt the baron very much or whether his mother had any knowledge at
all of their encounter. The uncertainty plagued him. But her face
remained so rigid that he did not even attempt to look up for fear that
her eyes, now hidden behind lowered lids, might suddenly raise their
curtains and pop out at him. He sat very still, not daring to make the
faintest sound, and raising the cup to his lips and putting it back on
the saucer with the utmost caution, and casting furtive glances, from
time to time, at his mother's fingers, which played with her spoon
nervously and seemed, in the way they were bent, to show a secret anger.
For a full quarter of an hour he sat at the table in an oppressive
expectancy of something that never came. Not a single word from her to
relieve his tension. And now as his mother rose, still without any sign
of having noticed his presence, he did not know what to do, whether to
remain sitting at the table or to go with her. He decided upon the
latter, and followed humbly, though conscious how ridiculous was his
shadowing of her now. He reduced his steps so as to fall behind, and
she, still studiously refraining from noticing him, went to her room.
When Edgar reached her door he found it locked.
What had happened? He was at his wits' end. His assurance of the day
before had deserted him. Had he done wrong, after all, in attacking the
baron? And were they preparing a punishment for him or a fresh
humiliation? Something must happen, he was positive, something dreadful,
very soon.
Upon him and his mother lay the sultriness of a brewing tempest. They
were like two electrified poles that would have to discharge themselves
in a flash. And for four solitary hours the child dragged round with
him, from room to room, the burden of this premonition, until his thin
little neck bent under the invisible yoke, and by midday it was a very
humble little fellow that took his seat at table.
"How do you do?" he ventured again, feeling he had to rend this silence,
ominous as a great black storm cloud. But still his mother made no
response, keeping her gaze fixed beyond him.
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