Edgar, in renewed alarm, felt he was in the presence of a calculated,
concentrated anger such as he had never before encountered. Until then
his mother's scoldings had been outbursts of nervousness rather than of
ill feeling and soon melted into a mollifying smile. This time, however,
he had, as he sensed, brought to the surface a wild emotion from the
deeps of her being, and this powerful something that he had evoked
terrified him. He scarcely dared to eat. His throat was parched and
knotted into a lump.
His mother seemed not to notice what was passing in her son, but when
she got up she turned, with a casual air, and said:
"Come up to my room afterwards, Edgar, I have something to say to you."
Her tone was not threatening, but so icy that Edgar felt as though each
word were like a link in an iron chain being laid round his neck. His
defiance had been crushed out of him. Silently, with a hang-dog air, he
followed her up to her room.
In the room she prolonged his agony by saying nothing for several
minutes, during which he heard the striking of the clock, and outside a
child laughing, and within his own breast his heart beating like a
trip-hammer. Yet she, too, could not be feeling so very confident of
herself either, because she kept her eyes averted and even turned her
back while speaking to him.
"I shall say nothing to you about the way you behaved yesterday. It was
unpardonable, and it makes me feel ashamed to think of it. You have to
suffer the consequences now of your own conduct. All I mean to say to
you is that this is the last time you will be allowed to associate with
your elders. I have just written to your father that either you must be
put under a tutor or sent to a boarding-school where you will be taught
manners. I sha'n't be bothered with you any more."
Edgar stood with bowed head, feeling that this was only the
preliminary, a threat of the real thing coming, and he waited uneasily
for the sequel.
"You will ask the baron's pardon." Edgar gave a start, but his mother
would not be interrupted. "The baron left to-day, and you will write him
a letter which I shall dictate." Edgar again made a movement, which his
mother firmly disregarded. "No protestations. Here is the paper, and
here are the pen and the ink. Sit down."
Edgar looked up. Her eyes were steely with an inflexible determination.
This hardness and composure in his mother were quite new and strange. He
was frightened, and seated himself at the desk, keeping his face bent
low.
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