The telephone rang in the next room. He heard his mother's voice in
snatches, "Edgar--back. Got here--last train," and he marvelled that she
had not flown at him in a passion. She had put her arms round him, with
a peculiarly constrained expression in her eyes.
He began to regret his conduct more and more, and he would have liked to
extricate himself from his grandmother's and aunt's tenderness, to run
to his mother and beg her pardon and tell her, by herself, oh, so
humbly, that he wanted to be a child again and obey her. But when he
rose, with a perfectly gentle movement, his grandmother asked in alarm
where he was going. He felt ashamed. If he made a single step it
frightened them. He had frightened them all terribly, and they were
afraid he was going to run away again. How could he make them understand
that nobody regretted his flight more than he did?
The table was set, supper had been prepared for him hurriedly. His
grandmother sat beside him without removing her eyes from him. She and
his aunt and the maid held him fast in a quiet circle, the warmth of
which calmed him wonderfully, and the only disturbing thought was that
of his mother's absence from the room. If only she could have guessed
how humble he was she would certainly have come in.
From outside came the sound of a cab drawing up at the door. Everyone
gave a start, so that Edgar also was upset. His grandmother went out, he
could hear loud voices in the hall, and then it struck him it must be
his father who had arrived. He observed timidly that he had been left
alone in the room. To be alone even for those few moments made him
nervous. His father was a stern man; he was the one person Edgar really
feared. He listened. His father seemed to be excited; his voice was
loud and expressed annoyance. Every now and then came his grandmother's
and his mother's voices in mollifying tones, in attempts, evidently, to
make him adopt a milder attitude. But his father's voice remained
hard--hard as his foot-treads now coming nearer and nearer, and now
stopping short at the door, which was next pulled violently open.
The boy's father was a large man, and Edgar felt so very, very thin
beside him as he entered the room, nervous and genuinely angry, it
seemed.
"What got into your head to run away? How could you give your mother
such a fright?" His voice was wrathful and his hands made a wild
movement.
Edgar's mother came in and stood behind her husband, her face in shadow.
Edgar made no reply. He felt he had to justify himself, but how tell the
story of the way they had lied to him and how his mother had slapped
him? Would his father understand?
"Well, where's your tongue? What was the matter? You may tell me, you
needn't be afraid. You must have had some good reason for running away.
Did anyone do anything to you?"
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