Edgar hesitated. At the recollection of the events in Summering, his
anger began to flare up again, and he was about to bring his charge
against his mother when he saw--his heart stood still--that she was
making an odd gesture behind his father's back. At first he did not
comprehend. But he kept his eyes fixed on her and noticed that the
expression of her face was beseeching. Then very, very softly she lifted
her finger to her mouth in sign that he should keep everything to
himself.
The child was conscious of a great wild joy pouring in a warm wave over
his whole body. He knew she was giving him the secret to guard and that
a human destiny was hanging in the balance on his child's lips. Filled
with a jubilant pride that she reposed confidence in him he suddenly
became possessed by a desire for self-sacrifice. He magnified his own
wrong-doing in order to show how much of a man he had grown to be.
Collecting his wits, he said:
"No, no. There was no good reason for my running away. Mamma was very
kind to me, but I didn't behave myself, and I was ashamed, and so--and
so I ran away."
The father looked at his son in amazement. Such a confession was the
last thing he expected to hear. His wrath was disarmed.
"Well, if you're sorry, then it's all right, and we won't say any more
about it to-day. You'll be careful in the future, though, not to do
anything of the sort again." He paused and looked at Edgar, and his
voice was milder as he went on. "How pale you are, boy! But I believe
you've grown taller in this short while. I hope you won't be guilty of
such childish behavior again because really you're not a child any more,
and you ought to be sensible."
Edgar, the whole time, had kept looking at his mother. Something
peculiar seemed to be glowing in her eyes, or was it the reflection of
the light? No, it was something new, her eyes were moist, and there was
a smile on her lips that said "Thank you" to him.
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