Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Cis smiled back at him, her breath a little short, but her candid
eyes looked into his unafraid. Whatever Cis feared or dreaded, it was
nothing within the compass of Rodney’s control; to him she trusted
herself completely.
She leaned back in her chair, her hat in her lap, luxuriously rumpling
her hair by rolling her head slightly on the chair’s plush back.
Her face grew grave and sweet as her thoughts travelled onward from
Rodney’s promise of lasting happiness to her own conviction that sorrow
must come. It did not matter greatly as long as fundamentals held.
Rodney’s “_we_” destroyed fear. Womanlike, she felt that sorrow that
was shared would in itself hold a sweeter joy than happiness; that if
she could lighten a burden for Rod there would be no weight in the
heaviest burden upon herself. The prescience of the woman showed Cis
the profound meaning of a true marriage; not, first in importance, to
be happy together, but to learn to be happy in being unhappy together.
“Cis, I did not know that you could look like that!” cried Rodney
suddenly. They had been silent for a little space, and he was watching
Cis’s changing expression with awe and wonder, unable to follow her
mental processes, yet guessing their course.
“You look at me so strangely, yet as if you hardly saw me.”
“I see you, Rod, but farther than in that Pullman chair. How did I look
at you?” Cis asked.
“As if I were a baby, or a bird with a broken wing; I know you’d look
like that at either of those things!” Rodney answered slowly.
“I was thinking,” she said simply. “Then, afterward, I was thinking how
dear and good you were to those forlorn children, and how fine it was
to be good like that, yet strong and brave, and what a lovely day you’d
made for me, too!”
“Sweet Cicely! I don’t believe that you’ve the least suspicion of your
own value!” Rodney cried, sincerely moved by her humility, which was
less humility than the lack of all self-seeing.
He lay back, still watching her, while she looked dreamily out of the
window at the flaming trees rushing past them in units of beauty,
massed into a splendid whole. He was thinking: “She has been utterly
content and happy the livelong day! She will soon get around to
thinking that the day was complete, and completely innocent, without
Mass; I’ll have no trouble turning her away and holding her fast!”
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