Pocket believed he remembered the other instance too, but was not sure
about it, the fact being that the whole momentous letter had struck him
as too fantastic for serious consideration. That, however, he could not
and dared not say; and he was not the less frightened of making a
mistake with those inspired eyes burning fanatically into his.
“The other moment,” the doctor said at last, with a pitying smile, “is
when the soul returns to its prison after one of those flights which
men call dreams. You know that theory of the dream?” Baumgartner asked
abruptly. The answer was a nod as hasty, but the doctor seemed
unconvinced, for he went on didactically: “You visit far countries in
your dreams; your soul is the traveller. You speak to the absent or the
dead; it is your soul again; and we dismiss the miracle as a dream! I
fix the moment as that of the soul’s return because its departure on
these errands is imperceptible, but with its return we awake. The
theory is that in the moment of waking the whole experience happens
like the flash of an electric spark.”
The boy murmured very earnestly that he saw; but he was more troubled
than enlightened, and what he did see was that he had picked up a very
eccentric acquaintance indeed. He was not a little scared by the man’s
hard face and molten eyes; but there was a fascination also that could
not be lost upon an impressionable temperament, besides that force of
will or character which had dominated the young mind from the first. He
began to wish the interview at an end—to be able to talk about it as
the extraordinary sequel of an extraordinary adventure—yet he would not
have cut it short at this point if he could.
“I grant you,” continued the doctor, “that the final flight of soul
from body is infinitely the more precious from my point of view. But
how is one to be in a position to intercept that? When beloved spirits
pass it would be cold-blooded desecration; and public opinion has still
to be educated up to psychical vivisection! I have myself tried in vain
to initiate such education. I have applied for perfectly private
admission to hospital deathbeds, even to the execution-shed in prisons.
My applications have been peremptorily refused.”
Pocket’s thoughts went off at a gruesome tangent.
“You could see a man hanged!” he shuddered, and himself saw the little
old effigy on the model drop in Marylebone Road.
“Why not?” asked the other in wide wonder. “But as I am not allowed,”
he continued in lighter key, “I have to do the best I can. If I cannot
be in at the death, I may still by luck be in at a dream or two! And
now you may guess why I wander with my camera where men come in to
sleep in broad daylight. I prowl among them; a word awakens them; and
then I take my chance.”
“They’re not all like that man this morning, then,” remarked Pocket,
looking back on the inanimate clod reclining in the dew.
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