Pocket might have replied with justice that the young lady had brought
the violence upon herself; but that would have made him out a greater
cad than ever, in his own eyes at any rate. He preferred to defend his
honour as best he could, which was chiefly by claiming the right to
change his mind about what was after all his own affair. But that was
precisely what Baumgartner would not allow for a moment; it was just as
much his affair as accessory after the fact, and in accordance with
their mutual and final agreement overnight. Pocket could only rejoin
that he had never meant to give the doctor away at all.
“I daresay not!” said Baumgartner sardonically. “It would have been
dragged out of you all the same. I told you so yesterday, and you
agreed with me. I put it most plainly to you as a case of then or never
so far as owning up was concerned. You made your own bed with your
eyes open, and I left you last night under the impression that you were
going to lie on it like a man.”
“Then why did you lock me in?” cried Pocket, pouncing on the one point
on which he did not already feel grievously in the wrong. The doctor
flattered him with a slight delay before replying.
“There were so many reasons,” he said, with a sigh; “you mustn’t forget
that you walk in your sleep, for one of them. We might have had you
falling downstairs in the middle of the night; but I own that I was
more prepared for the kind of relapse which appears to have overtaken
you. I was afraid you had more on your soul than you could keep to
yourself without my assistance, and that you would get brooding over
what has happened until it drove you to make a clean breast of the
whole thing. I tell you it’s no good brooding or looking back; take one
more look ahead, and what do you see if you have your way? Humiliating
notoriety for yourself, calamitous consequences in your own family,
certain punishment for me!”
“The consequences at home,” groaned Pocket, “will be bad enough
whatever we do. I can’t bear to think of them! If only they had taken
Bompas’s advice, and sent me round the world in the _Seringapatam!_ I
should have been at sea by this time, and out of harm’s way for the
next three months.”
“The _Seringapatam?_” repeated the doctor. “I never heard of her.”
“You wouldn’t; she’s only a sailing vessel, but she carries passengers
and a doctor, a friend of Dr. Bompas’s, who wanted to send me with him
for a voyage round the world. But my people wouldn’t let me go. She
sails this very day, and touches nowhere till she gets to Melbourne. If
I could only raise the passage-money, or even stow away on board, I
could go out in her still, and that would be the last of me for years
and years!”
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