It was not the last of him in his own mind; suddenly as the thought had
come, and mad as it was, it flashed into the far future in the boy’s
brain; and he saw himself making his fortune in a far land, turning it
up in a single nugget, and coming home to tell of his adventures,
bearded like the pard, another “dead man come to life,” after about as
many years as the dream took seconds to fashion. And Baumgartner looked
on as though following the same wild train of thought, as though it did
not seem so wild to him, but extremely interesting; so that Pocket was
quite disappointed when he shook his head.
“A stowaway with an attack of asthma! I think I see my poor young
fellow! Why, they’d hear you wheezing in the hold, and you’d gasp out
your whole story before you were in the Bay of Biscay! No, no, my
fellow; you’ve taken your line, and you must stick to it, and stop with
me till we can think of something better than a long sea voyage. If you
say you won’t, I say I’ll make you—to save you from yourself—to save us
both.”
There was no mistaking the absolute intention in this threat; it was
fixed and final, and the boy accepted it as he accepted his oppressor’s
power to make good his words. It was true that he might have escaped
already; the nearer he had been to it, the less chance was he likely to
be given again. So reasoned Pocket from the face and voice now
dominating him more powerfully than ever; but it is an interesting fact
that his conclusion neither cowed nor depressed him as it might have
done. There was actually an element of relief in his discomfiture. He
had done his best to do his duty. It was not his fault that
responsibility had been wrested from his shoulders, and an evil hour
delayed. And yet there was a certain, an immediate, a creature comfort
in such delay, which was all the greater because unsought by him; it
was a comfort that he had both ways, as the saying is, and from all
points of view but that of his poor people wondering what had become of
him.
“If only they knew!” he cried; “then I shouldn’t care. Let me write to
one of them! My mother needn’t know; but I must write to one of the
others, and at least let them know I am alive and well. My sister would
keep my secret; she’d play the game all right, I promise you! And I’d
play any game you like if only you let me write a line to her!”
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