“So you were reading that book!” remarked the doctor, with detestable
aplomb. “I wondered who had taken it down. It is a poor book. I have
destroyed it.”
“I’m sorry,” said Pocket, and tried to look it rather than revolted.
“I am not,” rejoined Baumgartner. “Even if it were a good book, it is
no book for you at the present time. It is morbid to dwell on what is
done and over.”
“If it is over,” murmured the boy.
“It is over!” said Baumgartner, fiercely.
“Well,” said Pocket, “I’m glad I read what he’d got to say about
somnambulism.”
“Why?”
Pocket did not say it was a satisfaction to have done anything in spite
of such a despot as his questioner. But he did say it was a comfort to
know that others besides himself had committed terrible deeds in their
sleep.
“But,” he added, “they always seem to have dreamt the dreadful thing as
well. Now, the funny thing is that I remember nothing until the shot
woke me and I found myself where you saw me.”
“I’m glad you find it funny!”
The sneer seemed strangely unworthy of a keen intelligence; the
increased asperity of Baumgartner’s manner, and his whole conduct about
a harmless book, altogether inexplicable.
“You know what I mean,” replied the boy, with spirit.
“Yes, I know what you mean! You mean to go out of your mind, and to do
your best to drive me out of mine, for the sake of a technically human
life less precious than the average dog’s!”
And, much as it puzzled him, there was certainly something more human
about this sudden outburst than in anything Dr. Baumgartner had said
since the scene between them in the bedroom below. He even slammed the
door behind him when he went. But Pocket preferred that novel
exhibition, for its very heat and violence, to the sleek and calculated
solicitude of the doctor’s final visit, with pipe and candle, when the
one by the bedside had burnt down almost to the socket.
“My young fellow!” he exclaimed in unctuous distress. “Not a bite eaten
in all these hours! Do you know that it’s nearly midnight?”
“I’m not hungry,” replied Pocket, lying gloriously for once. “I told
you I wasn’t well.”
“You’ll be worse if you don’t force yourself to eat.”
“I can’t help that.”
“Well, well!” said the doctor, instead of the objurgation that seemed
to tremble for an instant on his lips. He replaced between them the
oval hook of clear amber enclosing the thin round one of black
nicotine, and he puffed until the cruel carved face was hotter and more
infuriate than ever, under the swirling smoke of mimic battle. To the
boy it was all but a living face, and a vile one, capable of nameless
atrocities; and the hard-frozen face of Baumgartner was capable of
looking on.
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