"Why, look at myself!" he had on earlier days, half-maudlin from "his
drop at the 'Bull and Bush,'" exclaimed to Maggie, "I can't call myself
a success! I'm a rotten failure if you want to know, and I had most
things in my favour to start with, went to Cambridge, had a good
opening as a barrister. But it wasn't quick enough for me. I was
restless and wanted to jump the moon--now look at me! Same with your
father, only he's put all his imagination into money--same as your
aunts have put theirs into religion. We're not like ordinary people, us
Cardinals."
"And have I got a lot of imagination too?" Maggie had asked on one
occasion.
"I'm sure I don't know," her uncle had answered her. "You don't look to
me like a Cardinal at all--much too quiet. But you may have it
somewhere. Look out for a bad time if you have."
Today Maggie's abrupt checking of his projects had made him sulky and
he talked but little. "Damn it all!" he had started out with the most
charming intentions towards the girl and now look at her! Was it
natural conduct in the day after she had lost her only protector? No,
it was not. Had she been pretty he might have, even now, forgiven her,
but today she looked especially plain with her pale face and shabby
black dress and her obstinate mouth and chin. He was uneasy, too, about
the imminent arrival of his sister Anne, who always frightened him and
made him think poorly of the world in general. No hope of getting any
money out of her, nor would Charles have left him a penny. It was a
rotten, unsympathetic world, and Uncle Mathew cursed God as he strutted
sulkily along. Maggie also had fallen into silence.
They came at last out of the wood and stood at the edge of it, with the
pine trees behind them, looking down over Polchester. On this winter's
afternoon Polchester with the thin covering of snow upon its roofs
sparkled like a city under glass. The Cathedral was dim in the mist of
the early dusk and the sun, setting behind the hill, with its last rays
caught the windows so that they blazed through the haze like smoking
fires. Whilst Maggie and her uncle stood there the bells began to ring
for Evensong, and the sound like a faint echo seemed to come from
behind them out of the wood. In the spring all the Polchester orchards
would be white and pink with blossom, in the summer the river that
encircled the city wall would run like a blue scarf between its green
sloping hills--now there was frost and snow and mist with the fires
smouldering at its heart. She gazed at it now as she had never gazed at
it before. She was going into it now. Her life was beginning at last.
When the sun had left the windows and the walls were grey she turned
back into the wood and led the way silently towards home.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account