The house that night was very strange with her father dead in it. She
sat, because she thought it her duty, in his bedroom. He lay on his
bed, with his beard carefully combed and brushed now, spread out upon
the sheet. His closed eyes and mouth gave him a grave and reverend
appearance which he had never worn in his life. He lay there, under the
flickering candle-light, like some saint who at length, after a life of
severe discipline, had entered into the joy of his Lord. Beneath the
bed was the big black box.
Maggie did not look at her father. She sat there, near the dark window,
her hands folded on her lap. She thought of nothing at all except the
rats. She was not afraid of them but they worried her. They had been a
trouble in the house for a long time past, poison had been laid for
them and they had refused to take it. They had had, perhaps, some fear
of the Reverend Charles, at any rate they scampered and scurried now
behind the wainscoting as though conscious of their release. "Even the
rats are glad," Maggie thought to herself. In the uncertain
candle-light the fancy seized her that one rat, a very large one, had
crept out from his hole, crawled on to the bed, and now sat on the
sheet looking at her father. It would be a horrible thing did the rat
walk across her father's beard, and yet for her life she could not
move. She waited, fascinated. She fancied that the beard stirred a
little as though the rat had moved it. She fancied that the rat grew
and grew in size, now there were many of them, all with their little
sharp beady eyes watching the corpse. Now there were none; only the
large limbs outlined beneath the spread, the waxen face, the ticking
clock, the strange empty shape of his grey dressing-gown hanging upon a
nail on the wall. Where was her father gone? She did not know, she did
not care--only she trusted that she would never meet him again--never
again. Her head nodded; her hands and feet were cold; the candle-light
jumped, the rats scampered ... she slept.
When it was quite dark beyond the windows and the candles were low
Maggie came downstairs, stiff, cold, and very hungry. She felt that it
was wrong to have slept and very wrong to be hungry, but there it was;
she did not pretend to herself that things were other than they were.
In the dining-room she found supper laid out upon the table, cold beef,
potatoes in their jackets, cold beetroot, jelly, and cheese, and her
uncle playing cards on the unoccupied end of the table in a melancholy
manner by himself. She felt that it was wrong of him to play cards on
such an occasion, but the cards were such dirty grey ones and he
obtained obviously so little pleasure from his amusement that he could
not be considered to be wildly abandoning himself to riot and
extravagance.
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