Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
On the afternoon of the twenty-third day of December the novice was
kneeling in her cell, supposedly at prayer, in reality indulging in a
rather forlorn and melancholy reverie. It was the hour of recreation;
and the convent was very quiet, for most of the nuns were sleeping, in
preparation for the strain of the forty-eight-hour Christmas service.
The stillness brought a chill to Laure’s heart, and she was near to
tears, when her door was suddenly pushed open, and some one halted
there. Laure turned quickly enough to see the white-robed Prioress
disappear, closing the door behind a figure that remained motionless
inside the threshold.
“My mother!” cried Laure, springing to her feet.
“Laure,” was the quivering response, as Eleanore held out her arms.
The dreamer, suddenly become a little child, went into the mother-clasp,
her pristine home, and was half carried over to the only seat in the
room,—a wooden tabouret, large enough for only one. Upon this Eleanore
seated herself, while Laure sank to the floor beside her, huddling close
to the human warmth of her mother, her head lying in that mother’s lap,
both hands held tightly in the larger, stronger, older ones.
“Laure—my Laure—my little Laure!” was all that, at this time, madame
could force her lips to say. And hearing it, the girl, suddenly
overwrought and overswept with repressed yearning for home love, all at
once burst into a convulsive flood of tears.
Some moments passed, and the sobs, instead of diminishing, began to
increase in violence, till Eleanore became alarmed. Certain unexpressed
fears took possession of her. She made no effort to bring them into
definite order in her mind. They merely joined themselves to a shadow
that had long since come upon her in the form of a question: What, in
bare reality, was this vast monster called “the Church”? Why had it a
right to step thus between mother and child? How could such a thing be
called holy? Filled with this idea, and realizing to the full how
desperately short was her chance, Eleanore set herself to work, through
every means known to her, to quiet Laure, to stop her tears, and to gain
her earnest attention.
Under madame’s determined calm, it was not long before Laure was brought
back to self-control. And when she was quiet, the mother, sitting very
straight in her place, drew the girl to her feet, and, holding her fast
by the hand, while she looked steadily into the clear, brown eyes, she
asked, slowly, with an emphasis born of her desperation,—
“Laure, is it indeed in thy heart to remain, of thy free will and
desire, forever in this house, forsaking all that was dear to thee of
youth and love, and freedom, in thy home, Le Crépuscule?”
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