Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
Laure had acted in such perfect sincerity that the wound she inflicted
on her mother, and the mortification she put upon her, were neither of
them realized. It was not wonderful that the impulses of the girl’s
heart had been stilled by the unceasing precept of the past months. Her
years were naturally powerless to fathom her mother’s heart, the heart
of her who sees herself completely separated in every interest from the
one that has always been nearest and dearest. And so the argument that
she conducted within herself after her mother’s going was not one of
justification of her own act, but—oh, ye gods!—an attempted
justification of Eleanore’s impiety.
Laure passed the next two days in an odor of extreme sanctity, and
hailed with deep inward joy the beginning of the long vigil of the birth
of the Saviour, on Christmas Eve. She was excused from keeping steadily
in church through this protracted service, for the reason that she would
be obliged, according to the Rule, to spend the night after her
consecration alone in the church, at prayer. Throughout Christmas Day
Laure was in a state of repressed nervous excitement. Was not to-morrow
to be her wedding-day? Was she not to become what the first Magdalen had
never been,—the bride of Christ? Her prayers throughout this day were
mingled with thoughts of the highest purity, the most refined spiritual
ecstasy, the most shining, uplifted innocence. Tears of joy and of proud
humility flowed readily from her eyes, while her mouth was filled with
heavenly praises that welled up from her heart.
In the afternoon she was sent away to rest; for the Mother-prioress was
considerate of her strength. Laure did not, however, lie down. Instead,
she stood for more than an hour at the window of her cell, looking out
over the world, and watching the fine feathery snowflakes float down
through the clear blue air. The earth was wrapped in a mantle whiter
than her consecration robe and veil. Perhaps it was a shroud. Laure
shivered at the thought, while she contemplated the unutterable
stillness of all things. Not a sound disturbed this vast scene of death.
The tree-boughs bent low under the weight of their pure burden; and when
the early evening fell, and vespers chimed out over the valley, the
tiny, frozen tears of Heaven still floated through the dark with
ever-increasing softness.
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