The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
story of this sublime agony, accompanied so tenderly by the church to the
last sigh of the passing soul.
On the 27th of June, after two years of married life, at twenty-two years
of age, Albert returned to God!
Is not this sad enough? Why should we continue after such scenes? What new
spectacle can move us? We have known the bride, the wife. We are going to
follow the widow; to follow her from the extremity of human sorrow, to
consolation, even to joy and love, reformed again in God. The only
difference between the widow of India burned in the ashes of her husband
and the Christian widow, is that the Christian is consumed more slowly. She
waits for death, instead of seeking it; from the first day of bereavement
an invisible fire, which nothing can extinguish, saps the spring of her
life.
The first moments are the most cruel, but they are not the hardest to
endure; when one can say yesterday, the day before yesterday, it is only
absence, it is not the abyss of an irreparable adieu.
Alexandrine to Pauline.
"Boury, July 10, 1836.
"Pauline--Pauline! I could have written to you on the 29th of June, had I
not been occupied with other things. I repeat, I could have done it. God
has given me the power to do and to endure much far beyond all I ever
believed possible, for have I not seen the eyes of Albert close in death?
have I not felt his hand grow cold for ever? Eugenie will tell you that
God has granted me that which I asked of him. He died resting in my arms,
my hand in his.
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Alone, and very quietly, I closed his dear eyes, deprived of sight, and
perhaps of feeling. I whispered close into his ear the name so beloved,
Albert! I had nothing more tender to say to him than this word which
expressed everything I felt. I wished that the last sound which should
fall upon his ear should be my voice, growing fainter and fainter until
it was lost in the distance and darkness of that gloomy passage, which
leads at last into the light. Alas! my voice, like myself, was obliged to
remain on the confines, obliged for the first time to be separated from
him. O Pauline! I was strong then, unnaturally strong. I was still
stronger for three days, then I commenced to grow weaker and weaker, and
each morning I seemed feebler than the night before."
This estimable widow of twenty years, always ardent and always perfectly
natural, expresses a truth even in her first sensations. Little by little
sorrow intensifies, courage fails, despair commences. The sympathy of
friends, which had until then a little occupied, distracted, and deadened
the pain, without healing it, becomes colder and more distant, and the soul
is enveloped in the icy shades of silence and solitude.
Alexandrine to Pauline.
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