The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
This is the core of that dread tribunal which we
tremble to offend. It is indeed a hard tyrant, if it can succeed in
chaining us to its car, after the pleasures which it dispenses have lost
their flavor for us. But, unfortunately, half mankind acknowledge this
species of bondage, and we must presume voluntarily, or at least
passively.
Were it not that this thraldom is so unspeakably sad, it would seem such a
farce, if looked upon dispassionately from without! One might almost liken
a ball or great official reception in one of the capitals of fashion to
the mediæval Dance of Death. The scene is brilliant with deceptive gaiety;
the whole surface of society ripples with smiles; the maskers all wear
their brightest garments and their stereotyped badges of mirth. There, in
the doorway, stands a lovely woman, in rose‐color from head to foot—a
cherub’s face enshrined in a sunset cloud, so perhaps an artist would
fancy. She smiles bewitchingly, and coquets with her fan, while talking to
a gray‐bearded hero from India. But she has made up her mind to sacrifice
her honor to her love; tomorrow, at dawn, she will leave her husband’s
home and her baby’s cradle; and, poor victim! she is panting under the
weight of this wretched secret even while she listens to old‐world
gallantry from her fatherly admirer. Not far from her stands another fair
form, not more pure in outward semblance, hardly less beautiful—a gifted
woman, a true wife, smiling and conversing as calmly as any one in the
room; but she knows that she has a fatal internal disease, and that at any
moment death might suddenly overtake her. Not to alarm her husband, she
joins in every festivity, carrying her secret with her as the Spartan did
the fox who was gnawing at his bosom. Amid the whirl of the dance, you
perhaps single out that young girl, fair, fresh, seventeen. She is not as
happy as she seems; her eyes roam shyly around; there is one whom she both
longs and dreads to see, for she is not sure whether she will not find him
by the side of her school friend, now her rival. And among the men, how
many, beneath their masks, bear sorrowing or anxious hearts! That elderly
man, so calmly listening to a fluent diplomate, knows that to‐morrow it
will be noised abroad that he is bankrupt—utterly ruined. When he leaves
this gay scene to‐night, it will be for the railway, which will bear him
out of the country in a few hours. Yonder pale man, who wears his
regulation smile so listlessly that you cannot help likening it to a
garment loosely hung, is here in the interest of a friend, and is waiting
an opportunity to speak a word of cordial recommendation to a ministerial
acquaintance, formerly a college friend, now a power in the cabinet. His
heart is heavy with a private grief; his child lies dangerously ill at
home, and his poor distracted wife needs his comfort and support; but,
true to his word, he forgets himself for an hour or two, that he may not
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