Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
“No; it was no good,” he said. “My father would not see me. He even
opposed Helen’s coming to Uncle Rupert’s while I was there. But she
came.”
“How is she?” asked Karl.
“Very well, and, what is so odd, extraordinarily happy,--happy in some
steadily-shining way. Deep, broad, bright happiness, like sunlight. Now,
how do you account for that? Away from Frank,--she doesn’t even write to
him or hear from him,--continuing to do all that she found so
intolerable under hugely aggravated conditions,--he not there,--and yet
awfully happy. Not that father has changed to her at all,--he is very
silent, very sad, very--well, sometimes very cross. And she feels his
sadness, too,--feels it as if it were her own----“
“Ah, you have it,” said Karl; “that is why she is happy. It is what I
have always told you--the fact of sympathy, whether it is with joy or
pain, is what enriches and perfects; the fact of sympathy is what makes
her happy. You are as happy--with the broad sunshine of happiness, even
though a bitter wind whistles--when Isolde sinks lifeless by the body of
Tristran as when Siegfried hears the singing of the bird.”
He paused a moment looking at the fire, then turned to Martin.
“Ah, my dear lad,” he said, “pray that you drink to the dregs any cup of
sorrow or of joy that may be given you. Never shrink from pain--you will
not become your best self without it. But by it and through it, and in
no selfish or egoistic manner, you will fulfil yourself.”
He rose from his chair and turned on switch after switch of electric
light.
“It is like this,” he said, feeling in his sudden desire for light some
instinctive connection with what he was saying. “Open the doors, open
the windows of your soul,--let the sun in and the wind. And this is a
music-lesson,” he added, laughing. “Well I have given a good many in my
life, and should be pleased to know I never gave a worse one. Now, what
have you done since I saw you last?”
Martin walked quickly over to the piano with a laugh.
“Listen,” he said.
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