London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It was this noble matron herself who wrote, the next day, inclosing a
card of invitation from Mrs. Bray and expressing the hope that Rose would
come and dine and let her ladyship take her. She should have only one of
her own girls; Gwendolen Vesey was to take the other. Rose handed both
the note and the card in silence to her mother; the latter exhibited only
the name of Miss Tramore. “You had much better go, dear,” her mother
said; in answer to which Miss Tramore slowly tore up the documents,
looking with clear, meditative eyes out of the window. Her mother always
said “You had better go”—there had been other incidents—and Rose had
never even once taken account of the observation. She would make no
first advances, only plenty of second ones, and, condoning no
discrimination, would treat no omission as venial. She would keep all
concessions till afterwards; then she would make them one by one.
Fighting society was quite as hard as her grandmother had said it would
be; but there was a tension in it which made the dreariness vibrate—the
dreariness of such a winter as she had just passed. Her companion had
cried at the end of it, and she had cried all through; only her tears had
been private, while her mother’s had fallen once for all, at luncheon on
the bleak Easter Monday—produced by the way a silent survey of the deadly
square brought home to her that every creature but themselves was out of
town and having tremendous fun. Rose felt that it was useless to attempt
to explain simply by her mourning this severity of solitude; for if
people didn’t go to parties (at least a few didn’t) for six months after
their father died, this was the very time other people took for coming to
see them. It was not too much to say that during this first winter of
Rose’s period with her mother she had no communication whatever with the
world. It had the effect of making her take to reading the new American
books: she wanted to see how girls got on by themselves. She had never
read so much before, and there was a legitimate indifference in it when
topics failed with her mother. They often failed after the first days,
and then, while she bent over instructive volumes, this lady, dressed as
if for an impending function, sat on the sofa and watched her. Rose was
not embarrassed by such an appearance, for she could reflect that, a
little before, her companion had not even a girl who had taken refuge in
queer researches to look at. She was moreover used to her mother’s
attitude by this time. She had her own description of it: it was the
attitude of waiting for the carriage. If they didn’t go out it was not
that Mrs. Tramore was not ready in time, and Rose had even an alarmed
prevision of their some day always arriving first. Mrs. Tramore’s
conversation at such moments was abrupt, inconsequent and personal. She
sat on the edge of sofas and chairs and glanced occasionally at the fit
of her gloves (she was perpetually gloved, and the fit was a thing it was
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