London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
melancholy to see wasted), as people do who are expecting guests to
dinner. Rose used almost to fancy herself at times a perfunctory husband
on the other side of the fire.
What she was not yet used to—there was still a charm in it—was her
mother’s extraordinary tact. During the years they lived together they
never had a discussion; a circumstance all the more remarkable since if
the girl had a reason for sparing her companion (that of being sorry for
her) Mrs. Tramore had none for sparing her child. She only showed in
doing so a happy instinct—the happiest thing about her. She took in
perfection a course which represented everything and covered everything;
she utterly abjured all authority. She testified to her abjuration in
hourly ingenious, touching ways. In this manner nothing had to be talked
over, which was a mercy all round. The tears on Easter Monday were
merely a nervous gust, to help show she was not a Christmas doll from the
Burlington Arcade; and there was no lifting up of the repentant Magdalen,
no uttered remorse for the former abandonment of children. Of the way
she could treat her children her demeanour to this one was an example; it
was an uninterrupted appeal to her eldest daughter for direction. She
took the law from Rose in every circumstance, and if you had noticed
these ladies without knowing their history you would have wondered what
tie was fine enough to make maturity so respectful to youth. No mother
was ever so filial as Mrs. Tramore, and there had never been such a
difference of position between sisters. Not that the elder one fawned,
which would have been fearful; she only renounced—whatever she had to
renounce. If the amount was not much she at any rate made no scene over
it. Her hand was so light that Rose said of her secretly, in vague
glances at the past, “No wonder people liked her!” She never
characterised the old element of interference with her mother’s
respectability more definitely than as “people.” They were people, it
was true, for whom gentleness must have been everything and who didn’t
demand a variety of interests. The desire to “go out” was the one
passion that even a closer acquaintance with her parent revealed to Rose
Tramore. She marvelled at its strength, in the light of the poor lady’s
history: there was comedy enough in this unquenchable flame on the part
of a woman who had known such misery. She had drunk deep of every
dishonour, but the bitter cup had left her with a taste for lighted
candles, for squeezing up staircases and hooking herself to the human
elbow. Rose had a vision of the future years in which this taste would
grow with restored exercise—of her mother, in a long-tailed dress,
jogging on and on and on, jogging further and further from her sins,
through a century of the “Morning Post” and down the fashionable avenue
of time. She herself would then be very old—she herself would be dead.
Mrs. Tramore would cover a span of life for which such an allowance of
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account