Lucy was an artist, she knew the value of the pause, she knew the
value of a shrug, the most delicate perceptible lifting of brows and
shoulders, she knew the value of hands, that, out of periods of quiet,
flickered now and then, spirit-white against the black shadows of her
gown. An artist, she forgot the Bishop while she talked and did not
look upon the change that grew upon his face.
“It is very easy to be interesting. It only needs that you always guess
what people are going to say next and never let them guess what you are
going to say next. It needs a gift for words and a gift for silence.
It was the process by which I brought up my children. My children have
always known they did not know their mother, a course of training
easier than spanking and more efficacious.” She stopped a moment. Her
clasped hands tightened, “Yet in ultimate effect, at seventy-seven, a
little lonely. We prefer our Christmases apart, my children and I.”
Her words fell clear against a long silence following, “My husband, of
course, spoiled the children. I was perfectly willing that he should;
they were his children.”
After a pause, the Bishop, bringing the words forth from far away
murmured, musing, “Fathers do spoil children, perhaps.”
Her tone turned tense, “I would have spoiled Nan!” then, resuming her
gaze into the fire, upon her portrait, she continued her retrospective
analysis, “And I have managed the town as I have managed my family.
What Mrs. Hollister says, what Mrs. Hollister does not say, about
ministers and missions, about dinners and diners, Westbury waits
to know, and I have never let it be quite, quite sure! So Westbury
watches, watches me--but oh, not as I watch Westbury! For it would be
a little curious and disquieting--if I should cease to be popular! I
don’t think that unpopularity would exactly suit--my physique! I am old
and accustomed to sovereignty, even if it is, well, a bit monotonous!
We were young and lively once, Westbury and I, but now we grow old and
wish to be complacent and comfortable, so we don’t poke at each other’s
consciences. And, indeed, why should we? For are we not pretty good,
when one stops to look at us!” Patriotism deepened her voice, “Where is
there another Westbury! We have kept the heritage of our fathers! We
have not grown cheap in Westbury!” Then a lighter tone, “And how could
we be very bad when we always have had you to idealize us! Ever since
you were a boy! You came to us a stranger and we took you in, at once.
We sometimes do take in the stranger at once, and sometimes never.
Nowadays he must be presented to the portrait, and must pass that
examination. Young Murray Newbold has never passed his, and he knows
it. I believe I rather like to see him squirm, for it is not petty, it
is a giant’s squirming, and I enjoy it because I fancy it has ceased to
be perceptible to any eye but mine. It is interesting to observe the
effect of the air of Westbury on some constitutions. Your young Newbold
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