would have been worth bringing up once, but he has never learned not
to be afraid, and that brings it about that he has parted with every
good quality he possesses except his brain. That is still with us,
fortunately, for, quite between us, in spite of patriotism, I must say
there are not many brains in active employment in Westbury in these
days (I’m not, of course, so impolitic as to say ‘in these days’ to
anyone but you, Henry!). We have about half-a-dozen brains in Westbury
capable of conversation,--yours and young Newbold’s and mine, I forget
the other three!” Her laugh died into a thoughtful pause.
“And yet a brain for a woman is a big stupidity. But perhaps I ought
not to quarrel with mine, for,” she drew a quick breath of intensity,
“it has given me all I’ve ever had! Oh, you and I have had some great
old talks, haven’t we, here by my old red fire! Brains make--at
least--good comradeship!” Her voice fell low, “I sometimes wonder if
there is anything better for--men and women--than good comradeship.
What--what do you think, Henry?” But still she looked into the fire and
not at him, and the Bishop did not answer. For a moment his deep gaze
upon her wavered, went to the blackening window,--below there in the
wintry garden long bleak stems broke aflame with wee yellow blossoms,
beneath them little brown Annie walked among the roses.
“How curiously that holly glistens, Henry!” Lucy’s eyes were upon the
long lean hands transparent to the fire glow, then suddenly in a voice
lingering and judicial, “I really do not know whether it is so very
interesting after all to be an interesting old woman!”
Lucy’s hands unclasped, fluttered an instant on the chair arms, then
lay still, “Oh, I am bored! And I have been bored for so long! It would
astonish this town of mine to know how it bores me! There is nothing
new for me anywhere! I know what everybody is going to say and do. If
it were not for you, I should even know what I myself am going to say
and do! Oh, dull, dull, dull,--this being old! I wish I had something
to do! I don’t even yet feel old enough to do nothing, yet when have I
ever done anything else?”
The fire snapped in the stillness of the room, embers leaping up, the
sooner to die to blackened ashes. Lucy’s voice grew low and vibrant.
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