He asked Mrs. Rowse the time--not as one who really wishes to know it,
but as it were a duty, which must sooner or later be accomplished.
Directly she said a quarter to nine, he remembered. Jill! The Lady of
St. Joseph! That morning she was going to tell him how much she liked
his story.
He sat up at once in bed.
"Mrs. Rowse! I shall want my coffee in half an hour. Less! Twenty
minutes!"
In twenty minutes, he was dressed. Allowance must be made if he chose a
sock that matched a tie or spent a moment of thought upon the selection
of a shirt to go with them. Vanity, it is, only to do these things for
your own approval; but when all consciously, you stand upon the very
threshold of romance, it may be excused you if you consider yourself in
the reflexion of the door. It is the man who, wandering aimlessly
through the streets in life, looks in at every mirror that he passes,
who is abominable. That is the vanity of which the prophet spoke. The
prophet, himself, would have been the first to set straight the tie, or
rearrange the ’kerchief of the lover who goes to meet his mistress.
Even John smiled at himself. The socks matched the tie so absolutely;
it was ludicrous how well they matched. There was no rough, blue serge
suit that day. Out of the depths of the wardrobe came a coat well
brushed and kept. Then he went in to breakfast.
During the meal, Mrs. Rowse lingered about in the sitting-room, dusting
things that might easily have escaped notice. John, reading his paper,
at last became aware of it with a rush of blood to his cheeks. She had
paid the day before for the washing--three and elevenpence.
If you go to a laundry in the environment of Fetter Lane, it is like
putting your clothes in pawn. You can’t get them back again until the
bill is paid, and there are times when that is inconvenient.
That was why Mrs. Rowse was lingering. She had paid for the washing.
Whenever money was due to her, she lingered. It is a subtle method of
reproach, a gentle process of reminder which at first scarcely explains
itself.
On the first occasion when she had adopted it, John had thought she was
losing her memory, that her wits were gathering. Out of the corner of
his eye, he had nervously watched her going aimlessly about the room,
dusting the same object perhaps six separate times. When a woman is
paid seven shillings a week for keeping one’s rooms tidy, such industry
as this might well be a sign of madness.
At length, unable to bear it any longer, John had said that he thought
she had done enough. Despairingly then, she had folded up the duster,
put it away, taken an unconscionable time in the pinning on of that
black, shabby hat, and finally, but only when at the door itself, she
had said:
"Do you think you could spare my wages to-day, sir?"
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