Then why did he wait on upon his knees? What was the need in the heart
of him? Nature again--human nature, too--simply the need to know the
need in her. That was all.
Ten minutes passed. He watched her through the interstices of his
fingers. But she did not move. At last, despairing of any further
discovery than that you may wear a fur coat costing thirty guineas and
still be poor, still pray to St. Joseph, he rose slowly to his feet.
Almost immediately afterwards, she followed him.
He walked directly to the altar and his penny had jangled in the box
before he became aware that there was only one candle left.
He looked back. The lady was waiting. The impulse came in a moment.
He stood aside and left the candle where it was. Then he slowly turned
away.
There are moments in life when playful Circumstance links hands with a
light-hearted Fate, and the two combined execute as dainty an impromptu
dance of events as would take the wit of a man some months of thought to
rehearse.
Here you have a man, a woman, and a candle destined for the altar of St.
Joseph, all flung together in an empty church by the playful hand of
Circumstance and out of so strange a medley comes a fairy story--the
story of the City of Beautiful Nonsense--a dream or a reality--they are
one and the same thing--a little piece of colour in the great patchwork
which views the souls still sleeping.
He knew, as he slowly turned away, that the matter did not end there.
You must not only be a student of human nature in order to drive a pen.
Circumstance must be anticipated as well. There may be nature in
everything, but it is the playful hand of Circumstance which brings it
to your eyes. So, he slowly turned away--oh, but very slowly--with just
so much show of action as was necessary to convey that he had no
intention to remain.
But every sense in him was ready for the moment when her voice arrested
him.
"You have not," said she, "taken the candle that you paid for." Her
voice was low to a whisper.
He came round on his heel at once.
"No--it’s the last. I didn’t notice that when I dropped my penny in."
"But you ought to take it."
"I left it for you."
"But why should you?"
"It seemed possible that you might want to light it more than I did."
What did he mean by that? That she was poor, poorer than he? That the
generosity of St. Joseph was of greater account to her? It was. It
must be surely. No one could need more sorely the assistance of the
powers of heaven than she did then.
But why should he know? Why should he think that? Had it been that
poor charwoman--oh, yes. But--she looked at his serviceable blue serge
suit, compared it instinctively with the luxury of her heavy fur
coat--why should he think that of her?
"I don’t see why I should accept your generosity," she whispered.
He smiled.
"I offer it to St. Joseph," said he.
She took up the candle.
"I shouldn’t be surprised if he found your offering the more acceptable
of the two."
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