The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Therefore on this press-night as on every press-night--but somehow
with worse effect this night than any--behold Mr. Wriford _satisfying
himself_, and in the process whirling along towards the state that
finds him sick and dizzy and trembling when at last the paper has
gone to press and once more he has pulled through. Behold him
shrinking lower in his chair as the night proceeds, smoking
cigarettes in the way of six or seven puffs at each, then giddiness,
and then hurling it from him with an exclamation, and then the
craving for another if another line is to be written, and then the
same process again; stopping in his work in the midst of a sentence,
in the midst of a word, to examine a page sent down from the
composing-room; twisting himself over it to _satisfy himself_ with
it; rushing up-stairs with it to where, amid heat and atmosphere that
are vile and intolerable to him, the linotype machines are rattling
with din that is maddening to him, to _satisfy himself_ that the page
has not been rushed to the foundry without his emendations; there, a
hundred times, sharp argument that is infuriating to him with
head-printer and machine-manager who battle with time and are always
behind time because advertisements and blocks are late, and now, as
they say, he must needs come and pull a page to pieces; down to his
room again, and more and worse interruptions that a thousand times he
tells himself he is a fool not to leave in other hands and yet will
attend to to _satisfy himself_; time wasted with superior members of
his staff who come to write the final leaders on the last of the
night's news and who are affected by no thought of need for haste but
must wait and gossip till this comes from Reuter's or that from _The
Intelligence's_ own correspondent; time wasted over the line they
think should be taken and the line to which Mr. Wriford, to _satisfy
himself_, must induce them. Sometimes, thus occupied with one of
these men, Mr. Wriford--a part of his mind striving to concentrate on
the article he was himself in the midst of writing, part
concentrating on the page that lay before him waiting to be examined,
part on the jump in expectation of a frantic printer's boy rushing in
for the page at any moment, and the whole striving to force itself
from these distractions and fix on the subject under
discussion--sometimes in these tumults Mr. Wriford would have the
impulse to let the man go and write what he would and be damned to
him, or the page go as it stood and be damned to it, or his own
article be cancelled and something--anything to fill--take its place.
But that would not be _satisfying himself_, and that would be present
relief at the cost of future dissatisfaction, and somehow Mr. Wriford
would make the necessary separate efforts--somehow pull through.
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