The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Somehow pull through! In the midst of the worst nights, Mr. Wriford
would strive to steady himself by looking at the clock and assuring
himself that in three hours--two hours--one hour--by some miracle the
tangle would straighten itself, and he would have pulled through and
the paper be gone to press, as he had pulled through and the paper
been got away before. So it would be to-night--but to-night! "If I
dropped dead," said Mr. Wriford to himself, standing in his room on
return from a rush up-stairs to the composing-room, and striving to
remember in which of his tasks he had been interrupted, "if I dropped
dead here where I am and left it all unfinished, we should get to
press just the same somehow. Well, let me, for God's sake, fix on
that and go leisurely and steadily as if it didn't matter. I shall
go mad else; I shall go mad." But in a moment he was caught up in
the storm again and _satisfying himself_--and somehow pulling
through. At shortly before midnight he was rushing up-stairs with
the last page of his own article, and remaining then in the
composing-room that sickened him and dazed him, himself to make up
the last two forms--correcting proofs on wet paper that would not
show the corrections and maddened him; turning aside to cut down
articles to fit columns; turning aside to scribble new titles or to
shout them to the compositors who stood waiting to set them; turning
aside to use tact with the publisher's assistant who was up in
distraction to know what time they were ever likely to get the
machines going; turning aside to send a messenger to ask if that last
block was ever coming; calculating all the time against the clock to
the last fraction of a second how much longer he could delay--forever
turning aside, forever calculating; deciding at last that the late
block must not be waited for; peering in the galley racks to decide
what should fill the space that had been left for it; selecting an
article and cutting it to fit; at highest effort of concentration
scanning the pages that at last were in proof--then to the printer:
"All right; let her go!" Pulled through! And the heavy mallets
flattening down the type no more than echoes of the smashing pulses
in his brain....
Pulled through! dizzily down-stairs. Pulled through! and too sick,
too spent, too nerveless, to exchange words with those of his staff
who had been up-stairs with him and were come down, thanking heaven
it was over. Pulled through! and too spent, too finished, to clear
up the litter of his room as he had intended--capable only of
dropping into his chair and then, realising his state, of calling
upon himself in actual whispers: "Wriford! Wriford! Wriford!" but
no responding energy.
III
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