The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
control an impulse to push him off the tail-board and laugh to see
him clutch and expostulate and fall; and once struck his fist against
the revolving wheel beside him and laughed aloud to feel the pain and
to see his bruised and dusty knuckles.
"Loony," said Mr. Puddlebox, catching the gleaming eyes that were
turned upon him in mischievous thought to push him off, "Loony,
you're getting unspooked already."
"It's very jolly," said Mr. Wriford, and laughed. "I like this."
"You shall learn to like everything," said Mr. Puddlebox, "and so to
be jolly always."
"How do you live?" inquired Mr. Wriford.
"Why," said Mr. Puddlebox, "by liking everything, for that is the
only way to live. Sun, snow; rain, storm; heat, cold; hunger,
fullness; fatigue, rest; pain, pleasure; I take all as they come and
welcome each by turn or all together. They come from the Lord, boy,
and that is how I take them, love them, and return them to the Lord
again in form of praise. Selah."
"Dash it," said Mr. Wriford, "you might be a Salvationist, you know."
"Curse me," returned Mr. Puddlebox very cheerfully, "I am nothing of
the sort. Would that I were. I will tell you what I am, boy. I am
the most miserable sinner that any man could be, and I am the most
miserable in this--that I know where mercy comes from, which most
poor sinners do not and therefore am less miserable than I. I have
outraged my parents, and I outrage heaven in every breath I draw,
particularly when, as, curse me, too often it is, my breath is
whisky-ladened: which thing is abominable to the nose of godliness
and very comfortable to my own. I know where mercy comes, loony, on
the one hand because I was trained for the ministry, and on the other
because I see it daily with my eyes. I know where mercy comes, yet I
never can encompass it, for my flesh is ghastly weak and ghastly vile
and, curse me, I have worn it thus so long that I prefer it so. But
if I cannot encompass mercy, boy, I can return thanks for it; and if
it comes in form of scourge--cold, hunger, pain, they are the three
that fright me most--why, I deserve it the more surely and return it
in praise the more lustily. That is how I live."
Many days hence it was to befall Mr. Wriford--in very bitter lesson,
in hour of deepest anguish--to know a certain beauty in this odd
testament of faith.
Just now, of his dizzy mood and of the teller's merry eye as he told
it, little more than its whimsicality touched him; and when it was
done, "Well, but that doesn't feed you," he said. "In that
way--feeding and clothing and the rest of it--how do you live in that
way?"
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