The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Mr. Wriford gained the other side of the road badly jarred as to his
nerves but conscious only of this fresh outrage to his sensibilities.
Was it that he looked a fool that he was treated with such contempt?
Yes, that was it! Would that coarse brute have dared abuse in that
way a man who looked as if he could hold his own? No, not he! Would
a man who was a man and not a soft, contemptible beast have cried
"Sorry. I'm awfully sorry"? No, no! A man who was a man had damned
the fellow's eyes, shouted him down, threatened him for his
blundering carelessness. He was hateful. He was vile. Now
this--now this indignity, this new exhibition of his weakness, was
going to rankle, gnaw him, gnaw him. There surged over Mr. Wriford
again, standing on the kerb, the desire to wave his arms and cry
aloud, as he had desired to wave and cry with Brida a few minutes
before: "Oh! I say! I say! I say! This can't go on! This can't
go on! This has got to stop! This has got to stop!" Habit checked
the impulse. People were passing. People were staring at him. They
had seen the incident, perhaps. They had witnessed his humiliation
and were laughing at him. There was wrung out of Mr. Wriford's lips
a bitter cry, a groan, that was articulate sound of his inward agony
at himself. He turned in his own direction and began a swift walk
that was the slowest pace to which habit could control the desire
that consumed him to run, to run--by running to escape his thoughts,
by running to shake off the inward mocking that mocked him as though
with mocking all the street resounded. It appeared indeed to Mr.
Wriford, as often in these days it appeared, that passers-by looked
at him longer than commonly one meets a casual glance, and had in
their eyes a grin as though they knew him for what he was and needs
must grin at the sight of it. Mr. Wriford often turned to look after
such folk to see if they were turned to laugh at him. He had not now
gone a dozen furious paces, yet twice had wavered beneath glances
directed at him, when there greeted him cheerily with "Hullo,
Wriford! How goes it?" a healthy-looking gentleman who stopped
before him and caused him to halt.
III
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