The Complete Essays of John GalsworthyGalsworthy, John
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The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy
Galsworthy, John
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to marry an heiress and live by managing her estates. All, all sapped of
go and foresight and perseverance by a cruel Providence! That was what
he was really feeling, and concealing, be cause he was too well-bred to
show his secret grief. And I felt suddenly quite warm toward him, now
that I saw how he was suffering. I understood how bound he felt in
honour to combat with all his force this attempt to place others in
his own distressing situation. At the same time I was honest enough to
confess to myself sitting there in the cab—that I did not personally
share that pride of his, or feel that I was being rotted by my own
position; I even felt some dim gratitude that if my powers gave out
at any time, and I had not saved anything, I should still not be left
destitute to face the prospect of a bleak and impoverished old age; and
I could not help a weak pleasure in the thought that a certain relative
security was being guaranteed to those people of the working classes
who had never had it before. At the same moment I quite saw that to a
prouder and stronger heart it must indeed be bitter to have to sit still
under your own security, and even more bitter to have to watch that
pauperising security coming closer and closer to others—for the generous
soul is always more concerned for others than for himself. No doubt,
I thought, if truth were known, my distant relative is consumed with
longing to change places with that loafer who tried to open the door
of my cab—for surely he must see, as I do, that that is just what
he himself—having failed to stand the pressure of competition in his
life—would be doing if it were not for the accident of his birth, which
has so lamentably insured him against coming to that.
“Yes,” I thought, “you have learnt something to-day; it does not do, you
see, hastily to despise those distant relatives of yours, who talk about
pauperising and molly-coddling the lower classes. No, no! One must look
deeper than that! One must have generosity!”
And with that I stopped the cab and got out for I wanted a breath of
air.
1911
THE BLACK GODMOTHER
Sitting out on the lawn at tea with our friend and his retriever, we
had been discussing those massacres of the helpless which had of late
occurred, and wondering that they should have been committed by the
soldiery of so civilised a State, when, in a momentary pause of our
astonishment, our friend, who had been listening in silence, crumpling
the drooping soft ear of his dog, looked up and said, “The cause of
atrocities is generally the violence of Fear. Panic's at the back of
most crimes and follies.”
Knowing that his philosophical statements were always the result of
concrete instance, and that he would not tell us what that instance was
if we asked him—such being his nature—we were careful not to agree.
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