The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
But I thought Phyllida would have told you about that; she has been
so--immodestly candid. He returned to London next day, saying he'd
received a wire overnight. I met him the following week, and he told
me. Simple and straightforward as ever... He wanted to know how
Phyllida was; had Lady Brackenbury thought him very rude? It was one
thing or the other, he said: he could ask Phyllida to marry him or he
could go right away and forget about her ... until he had something
more to offer, I think he said... You and I know what _that_ means.
He was greatly upset and begged me to write occasionally when he was
back at the front, just to tell him how Phyllida was; he wouldn't
write to her himself, he said, because he wanted to leave her
unembarrassed and it would be too painful for him.
"If she's still unmarried when I've made good," he said, "it will be
time to begin writing then."
I suppose it was because Phyllida had never been in love before... I
was ready to make allowances, but I was _not_ prepared for the
outburst, the extravagance, the self-indulgence of grief.
"Come, come, my dear!," I said, "it would have been a very unsuitable
match; and, if you haven't the sense to realize it, he has."
She turned on me like a fury... I don't know what was in his letter
of good-bye; but I suppose it was the usual romantic promise that
he'd go away and make his fortune and then come back to claim her.
(Good riddance, too, I thought; though I _liked_ him.) Phyllida
evidently treated it quite seriously...
"If he'd been mine for a week or a day..." she kept sobbing. "I know
he'll be killed." ..
Well, he wasn't the only man in the world, but nothing that I could
say was right...
"I think he behaved very properly," I said. "He did me the honour to
ask my advice; and, if I see him again, I shall tell him so."
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