The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Then the flood-gates were opened. I--tell--you--as I tried to tell
her, but she wouldn't let me speak--that I _gave_ no advice; I wanted
him to proceed with caution, but I never even told him to wait and
think... He did it entirely on his own initiative. What he quite
rightly saw was that he could not take advantage of a young girl's
infatuation to marry her for her money. Phyllida really shocked me
with the things she said, but I'm old enough to have learnt patience;
it will not be very long before she begs my pardon and admits that
perhaps a certain measure of wisdom may be conceded to age... In the
meantime I prefer not to mix myself up in the broils and wrangles
that seem a daily feature of life at the Hall. One makes a certain
effort; and, after that, one has to leave people, in the homely old
phrase, to stew in their own juice... I need hardly tell you that
Brackenbury took her side. And poor Ruth, though I've learnt not to
expect too much of Ruth after all these years. If, for curiosity's
sake, you ask them what I am supposed to have done, I should be
deeply interested to know what they say. I have nothing but praise
for the young man. When you are in the army, one private is as good
as another; in hospital, you are a name, a bed, a case. That is so
fine, I always think; it makes this truly a _people's_ war. Colonel
Butler would have gone to the Hall sooner or later without any
prompting from me; and, once there, it was impossible for a man of
any intelligence to pretend that there were no differences... It is
so hard for me to put it into words without seeming a snob, but _you_
understand what I mean...
You will find my boy Will there. He never seems to come home without
picking up a cold, and the doctor has very sensibly recommended that
he should be given an extension of leave. I was _not_ very much set
on his going, I admit. Goodness me, any silly little ill-bred things
that Phyllida may pick up from her poor mother are forgotten as soon
as they are said; I have no need to stand on my dignity. The sins of
the fathers... Brackenbury _never_ checks her... But you know what
a girl is when she has had a disappointment, we must both of us have
seen it a dozen times ... some sort of natural recoil. If she throws
herself at Will's head... With her money they'd have enough to live
on, of course, and young people ought to be very comfortable on four
thousand a year. (It will be seven, when the parents die.) One need
not look ahead to a family; but the grandfather, Ruth's father, would
not be illiberal. But, though dear Will must marry some day, I dread
the time when I must lose him...
III
LADY ANN SPENWORTH TOUCHES RELUCTANTLY ON DIVORCE
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