The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Mr. Crawley has been mentioned before as a clergyman of whom Mr. Robarts
said, that he almost thought it wrong to take a walk out of his own
parish. In so saying Mark Robarts of course burlesqued his brother
parson; but there can be no doubt that Mr. Crawley was a strict man,—a
strict, stern, unpleasant man, and one who feared God and his own
conscience. We must say a word or two of Mr. Crawley and his concerns.
He was now some forty years of age, but of these he had not been in
possession even of his present benefice for more than four or five. The
first ten years of his life as a clergyman had been passed in performing
the duties and struggling through the life of a curate in a bleak, ugly,
cold parish on the northern coast of Cornwall. It had been a weary life
and a fearful struggle, made up of duties ill requited and not always
satisfactorily performed, of love and poverty, of increasing cares, of
sickness, debt, and death. For Mr. Crawley had married almost as soon
as he was ordained, and children had been born to him in that chill,
comfortless Cornish cottage. He had married a lady well educated and
softly nurtured, but not dowered with worldly wealth. They two had gone
forth determined to fight bravely together; to disregard the world
and the world’s ways, looking only to God and to each other for their
comfort. They would give up ideas of gentle living, of soft raiment, and
delicate feeding. Others,—those that work with their hands, even the
bettermost of such workers—could live in decency and health upon even
such provision as he could earn as a clergyman. In such manner would they
live, so poorly and so decently, working out their work, not with their
hands but with their hearts.
And so they had established themselves, beginning the world with one
bare-footed little girl of fourteen to aid them in their small household
matters; and for a while they had both kept heart, loving each other
dearly, and prospering somewhat in their work. But a man who has once
walked the world as a gentleman knows not what it is to change his
position, and place himself lower down in the social rank. Much less can
he know what it is so to put down the woman whom he loves. There are a
thousand things, mean and trifling in themselves, which a man despises
when he thinks of them in his philosophy, but to dispense with which puts
his philosophy to so stern a proof. Let any plainest man who reads this
think of his usual mode of getting himself into his matutinal garments,
and confess how much such a struggle would cost him.
And then children had come. The wife of the labouring man does rear her
children, and often rears them in health, without even so many appliances
of comfort as found their way into Mrs. Crawley’s cottage; but the task
to her was almost more than she could accomplish. Not that she ever
fainted or gave way: she was made of the sterner metal of the two, and
could last on while he was prostrate.
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