The Cornhill Magazine, (vol. XLI, no. 243 new series, September 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine, (vol. XLI, no. 243 new series, September 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Below, in the hollow, the red roofs and chimneys of Westrea and a glint
of water showed through the veil of golden haze. An abode of peace, of
those wholesome fruitful industries which link man to mother-earth and
all her ancient mysteries of the seasons, of seed-time and harvest,
rain and shine. How far away in purpose and sentiment from the gaudy
world of fashion, of artificial excitement, intrigue and acrimonious
rivalries, to which my poor boy, Hartover, now belonged! Yes, and
therefore, since here her lot was cast, it was well Nellie should know
the best and worst of him, his weakness and his fine instincts alike;
because--because--in the back of my mind was a conviction, irrational,
unfounded, very foolish perhaps, but at this moment absolute, that
the end was not yet. And that, in the end, by ways which I knew not,
once again Nellie would find Hartover, and Hartover would find Nellie,
and finding her would find rest to his soul, salvation to his wayward
nature, and thus escape the fate of Alcibiades, which I had always
so dreaded for him, and prove worthy of his high station, his great
possessions, his singular beauty, charm and talent, even yet.
For five minutes, nearly ten minutes, while the gold faded to grey, I
waited, and Nellie gave no sign. I began to grow nervous and question
the wisdom of my own action. To her, pure and high-minded as she was,
would this revelation of dissipation and hard-living prove too painful,
would she turn from it in anger and disgust? Had I betrayed my trust,
been disloyal to the dear boy in letting her see his confession? I
bowed my head upon my hands. Fool, fool, thus to rush in where angels
might truly fear to tread!
Then quick, light footsteps behind me--the rustle of a woman’s dress.
And as, fearful and humiliated, I, turning, looked up, Nellie’s eyes
like stars, her face pale but glorious in its exaltation and triumphant
tenderness.
‘Dear good physician,’ she said, ‘I am really cured at last--not of,
but by love. All that seemed spoilt and lost is given back. How can
I thank you enough? I can bear to be away from him, bear to give him
up, now that I know he really cared for me, really suffered in leaving
me. I can even forgive her, though she has been cruel and insolent,
because she went to him in his trouble and helped to save his life. And
I understand why he married her--it was chivalrous and generous on his
part. It places him higher in my estimation. I can admire him in that
too.’
I gazed at her, dazzled, enchanted, wondering. And then--shame, thrice
shame to me after all my struggles, resolutions, prayers--the devil of
envy raised its evil head, of bitterness against the rich man, who with
all his gold and precious stones, his flocks and herds, must yet steal
the poor man’s one jewel, one little ewe lamb.
‘Have you read all the letter--read that part in which he speaks of his
first months in London?’ I asked.
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