The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 247 new series, January 1917) — John Shaqi
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 247 new series, January 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 247 new series, January 1917)
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He was silent a moment, watching her and crushing the heather in his
strong fingers. Then, very gently, he laid a hand on her knee.
‘What is it? Tell me. I _must_ know.’
At that she dropped her hands. By chance or design, one of them fell on
his own and rested there. The light contact sent electric thrills up his
arm.
‘That’s just it,’ she said with her slow smile. ‘You must know. But we
neither of us do—yet. It’s been a wonderful fortnight. And if I haven’t
travelled quite so fast or so far as you, that doesn’t mean⸺’
‘Of course it doesn’t. I’m not such a conceited ass as to suppose you
could fall in love with me at sight. But now I’ve spoken—isn’t there any
response?’
‘Haven’t you felt any?’ she asked lightly, and the hand that rested on
his moved in a just perceptible caress.
‘For God’s sake don’t play with me!’ he broke out, half angry again. ‘I’m
in deadly earnest.’
‘I know. That’s just why one of us must try to keep a cool head.’
‘Nonsense! You’re simply fencing. And you haven’t answered my question.’
‘I’m trying to. But I’m half afraid ... to let myself go. No—don’t!’ She
warded him off with a gesture, but deliberately replaced her hand over
his. ‘It’s too sudden altogether. Wouldn’t it be wiser—for both of us—to
wait a little? You don’t really know me one bit.’
He bowed his head and kissed the fingers that covered his own. ‘I know
I love you,’ he said simply, his deep voice low and controlled. ‘And if
you can say the same, that’s enough for me. The rest will be an enchanted
voyage of discovery.’
‘Voyages of discovery are rather risky things,’ she reminded him. ‘And
sometimes—they end in smoke. You see, you’re not just anyone. I’m outside
your world; and—your mother doesn’t like me.’
‘Nonsense,’ he said again, with less conviction than before.
‘It isn’t. I’m sure she wants you to marry Miss Melrose. And I thought at
first—you seem very intimate.’
‘Naturally. Our intimacy began when she was eight and I was twelve.’
He spoke looking out across the stream. Something in him winced at her
allusion to Sheila in that connection. But it was only fair on her to
explain things; and he forced himself to proceed. ‘Her people are our
nearest neighbours in Hampshire. Her mother’s the sort of person who
subsists chiefly on fads and philanthropy—the kind of philanthropy that
makes you abominate charity and all its works. When we lost ... Ailsa,
my little sister, Mother sort of annexed Sheila, unofficially. But that
doesn’t imply—that she expects me to do likewise. We’re devoted to
her—both of us. She’s a splendid little person;’ he turned now and spoke
with greater naturalness and warmth. ‘Not very easy to know. But _real_,
right through. You’re bound to love her. There—are you satisfied?’
Without warning he slipped an arm round her. ‘Will you give me my answer
now?’
He felt her yield under pressure of his hand: then, with a sudden
enchanting simplicity, she lifted her face to his⸺
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