The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 247 new series, January 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 247 new series, January 1917)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Presently she sighed; pushed him from her a little and looked steadily
into his eyes—blue, like her own, but a deeper, tenderer shade, shot
through with fine radiations of orange. Hers seemed still to hold a
question. His were purely exultant.
‘Darling, we’ve done it now,’ he said under his breath.
‘Yes. I suppose—we have,’ she answered in the same key.
‘Suppose? You’re not going back on things, after _that_. Next question
is—when will you marry me? Next week?’
Her flush, that had died down, mounted again, clear carmine, beautiful
to see. ‘Oh, Mark! Give me a few minutes to realise it all. You’re so
impatient. Such a boy. You make me feel ... ages old’⸺
‘Look here, I can’t have you talking that sort of rot,’ he protested;
incorrigibly blunt, even in love. ‘It’s morbid sentimentalism. You see,
I’m the son of a mother who doesn’t know how to feel old at fifty. “Boy,”
indeed! You’re a mere child yourself—the dearest in creation.’
‘No—no. I’m _not_ a child.’ Her emphatic protest rang true. ‘Perhaps your
mother has kept the bloom on life. Mine has never had any bloom on it,
worth mentioning. I was reared in a groove; a very virtuous groove; and
... I didn’t fit. I wanted to feel and know and live; to be something
more than a vegetable in a Wiltshire village. I knew I had talents of
sorts; and I felt, if I could only get away and have a fair chance, I
might achieve something worth doing, or, at least ... meet a man worth
marrying.’ She spoke looking away from him across the sun-splashed
water. ‘The only brother I cared about went off to the ends of the earth
before he was twenty. If I’d been old enough to go with him, I wouldn’t
be here now!’
‘Poor darling!’ He tightened his hold of her. ‘Dreadful calamity—isn’t
it?—to be here now! But didn’t your mother understand you—help you?’
‘Poor little mother. She did her best. My unconventional streak comes
from her side. But she’s a very tame edition; watered down by an
early marriage with father, who’s as conventional as a high road, but
unfortunately not as broad! Privately, I think she was half proud of
me and half terrified of what I might do next, like the hen in Hans
Andersen. It was father’s pharisaical attitude towards my mild vagaries
that made me worse, till at last I kicked clean over the traces, demanded
a reasonable allowance (to my amazement, I got it), and went off to
London, to take the world by storm!’
‘To Miss O’Neill?’ Mark queried, a faint anxiety in his tone.
‘Oh no. Harry’s a fairly recent phase. I boarded with a friendly
family in the second-rate theatrical line. That was my chosen road to
achievement. But it didn’t come off—worse luck!’
‘Nor the man worth marrying?’
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