The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
I sign this letter with that ridiculous name of yours, which I should
like to fling back in your face, and which I am longing and hoping
soon to dishonour.
BERNARD PROFITENDIEU.
P.S. I am leaving all my things behind me. They belong more
legitimately to Caloub--at any rate I hope so, for your sake.
Monsieur Profitendieu totters to an arm-chair. He wants to reflect, but
his mind is in a confused whirl. Moreover he feels a little stabbing
pain in his right side, just below his ribs. There can be no question
about it. It is a liver attack. Would there be any Vichy water in
the house? If only his wife had not gone out! How is he to break the
news of Bernard’s flight to her? Ought he to show her the letter? It
is an unjust letter--abominably unjust. He ought to be angry. But it
is not anger he feels--he wishes it were--it is sorrow. He breathes
deeply and at each breath exhales an “Oh, dear! Oh, dear!” as swift
and low as a sigh. The pain in his side becomes one with his other
pain--proves it--localizes it. He feels as if his grief were in his
liver. He drops into an arm-chair and re-reads Bernard’s letter. He
shrugs his shoulders sadly. Yes, it is a cruel letter--but there is
wounded vanity, defiance--bravado in it, too. Not one of his other
children--his real children--would have been capable--any more than
he would have been capable himself--of writing it. He knows this, for
there is nothing in them which he does not recognize only too well in
himself. It is true that he has always thought it his duty to blame
Bernard for his rawness, his roughness, his unbroken temper, but he
realizes that it is for those very things that he loved him as he had
never loved any of the others.
In the next room, Cécile, who had come in from her concert, had begun
to practise the piano and was obstinately going over and over again the
same phrase in a barcarole. At last Albéric Profitendieu could bear
it no longer. He opened the drawing-room door a little way and in a
plaintive, half supplicating voice, for his liver was beginning to hurt
him cruelly (and besides he had always been a little frightened of her):
“Cécile, my dear,” he asked, “would you mind seeing whether there’s any
Vichy water in the house and if there isn’t, sending out to get some?
and it would be very nice of you to stop playing for a little.”
“Are you ill?”
“No, no, not at all. I’ve just got something that needs thinking over a
little before dinner, and your music disturbs me.”
And then a kindly feeling--for he was softened by suffering--made him
add:
“That’s a very pretty thing you’re playing. What is it?”
But he went away without waiting for the answer. For that matter, his
daughter, who was aware that he knew nothing whatever about music
and could not distinguish between “_Viens Poupoule_” and the
_March_ in _Tannhäuser_ (at least, so she used to say), had
no intention of answering.
But there he was at the door again!
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