The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
He has risen, from an instinctive desire to dominate; he stands there
before her upright--forgetful or regardless of his physical pain--and
lays his hand gravely, tenderly, authoritatively on Marguerite’s
shoulder. He is well aware that her repentance for what he chooses to
consider a passing weakness, has never been more than half-hearted;
he would like to tell her now that this sorrow, this trial may serve
to redeem her; but he can find no formula to satisfy him--none that
he can hope she will listen to. Marguerite’s shoulder resists the
gentle pressure of his hand. She knows so well that from every event of
life--even the smallest--he invariably, intolerably, extracts, as with
a forceps, some moral teaching--he interprets and twists everything to
suit his own dogmas. He bends over her. This is what he would like to
say:
“You see, my dear, no good thing can be born of sin. It was no use
covering up your fault. Alas! I did what I could for the child. I
treated him as my own. God shows us to-day that it was an error to
try....”
But at the first sentence he stops.
No doubt she understands these words, heavy with meaning as they are;
they have struck home to her heart, for though she had stopped crying
some moments before, her sobs break out afresh, more violently than
ever: then she bows herself, as though she were going to kneel before
him, but he stoops over her and holds her up. What is it she is saying
through her tears? He stoops his ear almost to her lips and hears:
“You see.... You see.... Oh! why did you forgive me? Oh! I shouldn’t
have come back.”
He is almost obliged to divine her words. Then she stops. She too can
say no more. How can she tell him that she feels imprisoned in this
virtue which he exacts from her ... that she is stifling ... that it is
not so much her fault that she regrets now, as having repented of it?
Profitendieu raises himself.
“My poor Marguerite,” he says with dignity and severity, “I am afraid
you are a little stubborn to-night. It is late. We had better go to
bed.”
He helps her up, leads her to her room, puts his lips to her forehead,
then returns to his study and flings himself into an arm-chair. It
is a curious thing that his liver attack has subsided--but he feels
shattered. He sits with his head in his hands, too sad to cry.... He
does not hear a knock at the door, but at the noise the door makes in
opening, he raises his head--his son Charles!
“I came to say good-night to you.”
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