The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Edouard knew that he would want a taxi to bring back Olivier’s things;
but he was in no hurry to take one; he enjoyed walking. The state of
benevolence in which he felt himself towards the whole world, was no
good preparation for facing Passavant. He told himself that he ought
to execrate him; he went over in his mind all his grievances--but
they had ceased to sting. This rival, whom only yesterday he had so
detested, he could detest no longer--he had ousted him too completely.
At any rate he could not detest him that morning. And as, on the other
hand, he thought it prudent that no trace of this reversal of feeling
should appear, for fear of its betraying his happiness, he would
have gladly evaded the interview. And indeed, why the dickens was he
going to it? He! Edouard! Going to the Rue de Babylone, to ask for
Olivier’s things--on what pretext? He had undertaken the commission
very thoughtlessly, he told himself, as he walked along; it would imply
that Olivier had chosen to take up his abode with him--exactly what he
wanted to conceal.... Too late, however, to draw back; Olivier had his
promise. At any rate, he must be very cold with Passavant, very firm. A
taxi went by and he hailed it.
Edouard knew Passavant ill. He was ignorant of one of the chief traits
of his character. No one had ever succeeded in catching Passavant out;
it was unbearable to him to be worsted. In order not to acknowledge his
defeats to himself, he always affected to have desired his fate, and
whatever happened to him, he pretended that that was what he wished. As
soon as he understood that Olivier was escaping him, his one care was
to dissemble his rage. Far from attempting to run after him, and risk
being ridiculous, he forced himself to keep a stiff lip and shrug his
shoulders. His emotions were never too violent to keep under control.
Some people congratulate themselves on this, and refuse to acknowledge
that they owe their mastery over themselves less to their force of
character than to a certain poverty of temperament. I don’t allow
myself to generalize; let us suppose that what I have said applies only
to Passavant. He did not therefore find much difficulty in persuading
himself that he had had enough of Olivier; that during these two summer
months he had exhausted the charm of an adventure which ran the risk of
encumbering his life; that, for the rest, he had exaggerated the boy’s
beauty, his grace and his intellectual resources; that, indeed, it was
high time he should open his eyes to the inconveniences of confiding
the management of a review to anyone so young and inexperienced. Taking
everything into consideration, Strouvilhou would serve his purpose far
better (as regards the review, that is). He had written to him and
appointed him to come and see him that very morning.
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