The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Bernard walked, with the angel by his side, towards the church of
the Sorbonne, into which the angel passed first--into which Bernard
had never been before. Other angels were going to and fro in this
place; but Bernard had not the eyes that were needed to see them. An
unfamiliar peace enfolded him. The angel went up to the high altar,
and Bernard, when he saw him kneel down, knelt down beside him. He did
not believe in any god, so that he could not pray, but his heart was
filled with a lover’s longing for dedication, for sacrifice; he offered
himself. His emotion was so confused that no word could have expressed
it; but suddenly the organ’s song arose.
“You offered yourself in the same way to Laura,” said the angel; and
Bernard felt the tears streaming down his cheeks. “Come, follow me.”
As the angel drew him along, Bernard almost knocked up against one of
his old schoolfellows, who had also just passed his _viva voce_.
Bernard considered him a dunce and was astonished that he had got
through. The dunce did not notice Bernard, who saw him slip some money
for a candle into the beadle’s hand. Bernard shrugged his shoulders and
went out.
When he found himself in the street again, he saw that the angel had
left him. He went into a tobacco shop--the very same in which George,
a week before, had risked his first false coin. He had passed a great
many more since then. Bernard bought a packet of cigarettes and smoked.
Why had the angel gone? Had Bernard and he then nothing to say to each
other?... Noon struck. Bernard was hungry. Should he go back to the
pension? Should he join Olivier and share with him Edouard’s lunch?...
He made sure that he had enough money in his pocket and went into a
restaurant. As he was finishing his lunch, a soft voice murmured in his
ear:
“The time has come to do your accounts.”
Bernard turned his head. The angel was again beside him.
“You will have to make up your mind,” he said. “You have been living at
haphazard. Do you mean to let chance dispose of your life? You want to
be of service--but what do you wish to serve? That is the question.”
“Teach me; guide me,” said Bernard.
The angel led Bernard into a hall full of people. At the bottom of the
hall was a platform and on the platform a table covered with a dark red
cloth. A man, who was still young, was seated behind the table and was
speaking.
“It is a very great folly,” he was saying, “to imagine that there is
anything we can discover. What have we that we have not received? It is
the duty of each one of us to understand while we are still young, that
we derive from the past, that we are bound to this past by every kind
of obligation, and that the whole of our future is marked out by it.”
When he had finished developing this theme, another orator took his
place; he began by approving the former and then raised his voice
against the presumption of the man who thinks he can live without a
doctrine, or guide himself by his own lights.
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