“On the contrary, he recognises them with effusion, especially in public:
he smiles and bows and beckons across the street to them. But when they
pass over he turns away, and he speedily loses them in the crowd. The
recognition’s purely spiritual—it isn’t in the least social. So he
leaves all his belongings to other people to take care of. He accepts
favours, loans, sacrifices—all with nothing more deterrent than an agony
of shame. Fortunately we’re a little faithful band, and we do what we
can.” I held my tongue about the natural children, engendered, to the
number of three, in the wantonness of his youth. I only remarked that he
did make efforts—often tremendous ones. “But the efforts,” I said,
“never come to much: the only things that come to much are the
abandonments, the surrenders.”
“And how much do they come to?”
“You’re right to put it as if we had a big bill to pay, but, as I’ve told
you before, your questions are rather terrible. They come, these mere
exercises of genius, to a great sum total of poetry, of philosophy, a
mighty mass of speculation, notation, quotation. The genius is there,
you see, to meet the surrender; but there’s no genius to support the
defence.”
“But what is there, after all, at his age, to show?”
“In the way of achievement recognised and reputation established?” I
asked. “To ‘show’ if you will, there isn’t much, since his writing,
mostly, isn’t as fine, isn’t certainly as showy, as his talk. Moreover
two-thirds of his work are merely colossal projects and announcements.
‘Showing’ Frank Saltram is often a poor business,” I went on: “we
endeavoured, you’ll have observed, to show him to-night! However, if he
had lectured he’d have lectured divinely. It would just have been his
talk.”
“And what would his talk just have been?”
I was conscious of some ineffectiveness, as well perhaps as of a little
impatience, as I replied: “The exhibition of a splendid intellect.” My
young lady looked not quite satisfied at this, but as I wasn’t prepared
for another question I hastily pursued: “The sight of a great suspended
swinging crystal—huge lucid lustrous, a block of light—flashing back
every impression of life and every possibility of thought!”
This gave her something to turn over till we had passed out to the dusky
porch of the hall, in front of which the lamps of a quiet brougham were
almost the only thing Saltram’s treachery hadn’t extinguished. I went
with her to the door of her carriage, out of which she leaned a moment
after she had thanked me and taken her seat. Her smile even in the
darkness was pretty. “I do want to see that crystal!”
“You’ve only to come to the next lecture.”
“I go abroad in a day or two with my aunt.”
“Wait over till next week,” I suggested. “It’s quite worth it.”
She became grave. “Not unless he really comes!” At which the brougham
started off, carrying her away too fast, fortunately for my manners, to
allow me to exclaim “Ingratitude!”
IV
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