“Oh, you can’t ‘see’ it!” I cried.
“How then do you get at it?”
“You don’t! You mustn’t suppose he’s good-looking,” I added.
“Why his wife says he’s lovely!”
My hilarity may have struck her as excessive, but I confess it broke out
afresh. Had she acted only in obedience to this singular plea, so
characteristic, on Mrs. Saltram’s part, of what was irritating in the
narrowness of that lady’s point of view? “Mrs. Saltram,” I explained,
“undervalues him where he’s strongest, so that, to make up for it
perhaps, she overpraises him where he’s weak. He’s not, assuredly,
superficially attractive; he’s middle-aged, fat, featureless save for his
great eyes.”
“Yes, his great eyes,” said my young lady attentively. She had evidently
heard all about his great eyes—the beaux yeux for which alone we had
really done it all.
“They’re tragic and splendid—lights on a dangerous coast. But he moves
badly and dresses worse, and altogether he’s anything but smart.”
My companion, who appeared to reflect on this, after a moment appealed.
“Do you call him a real gentleman?”
I started slightly at the question, for I had a sense of recognising it:
George Gravener, years before, that first flushed night, had put me face
to face with it. It had embarrassed me then, but it didn’t embarrass me
now, for I had lived with it and overcome it and disposed of it. “A real
gentleman? Emphatically not!”
My promptitude surprised her a little, but I quickly felt how little it
was to Gravener I was now talking. “Do you say that because he’s—what do
you call it in England?—of humble extraction?”
“Not a bit. His father was a country school-master and his mother the
widow of a sexton, but that has nothing to do with it. I say it simply
because I know him well.”
“But isn’t it an awful drawback?”
“Awful—quite awful.”
“I mean isn’t it positively fatal?”
“Fatal to what? Not to his magnificent vitality.”
Again she had a meditative moment. “And is his magnificent vitality the
cause of his vices?”
“Your questions are formidable, but I’m glad you put them. I was
thinking of his noble intellect. His vices, as you say, have been much
exaggerated: they consist mainly after all in one comprehensive defect.”
“A want of will?”
“A want of dignity.”
“He doesn’t recognise his obligations?”
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