I thought my young lady looked rich—I scarcely knew why; and I hoped she
had put her hand in her pocket. I soon made her out, however, not at all
a fine fanatic—she was but a generous, irresponsible enquirer. She had
come to England to see her aunt, and it was at her aunt’s she had met the
dreary lady we had all so much on our mind. I saw she’d help to pass the
time when she observed that it was a pity this lady wasn’t intrinsically
more interesting. That was refreshing, for it was an article of faith in
Mrs. Saltram’s circle—at least among those who scorned to know her horrid
husband—that she was attractive on her merits. She was in truth a most
ordinary person, as Saltram himself would have been if he hadn’t been a
prodigy. The question of vulgarity had no application to him, but it was
a measure his wife kept challenging you to apply. I hasten to add that
the consequences of your doing so were no sufficient reason for his
having left her to starve. “He doesn’t seem to have much force of
character,” said my young lady; at which I laughed out so loud that my
departing friends looked back at me over their shoulders as if I were
making a joke of their discomfiture. My joke probably cost Saltram a
subscription or two, but it helped me on with my interlocutress. “She
says he drinks like a fish,” she sociably continued, “and yet she allows
that his mind’s wonderfully clear.” It was amusing to converse with a
pretty girl who could talk of the clearness of Saltram’s mind. I
expected next to hear she had been assured he was awfully clever. I
tried to tell her—I had it almost on my conscience—what was the proper
way to regard him; an effort attended perhaps more than ever on this
occasion with the usual effect of my feeling that I wasn’t after all very
sure of it. She had come to-night out of high curiosity—she had wanted
to learn this proper way for herself. She had read some of his papers
and hadn’t understood them; but it was at home, at her aunt’s, that her
curiosity had been kindled—kindled mainly by his wife’s remarkable
stories of his want of virtue. “I suppose they ought to have kept me
away,” my companion dropped, “and I suppose they’d have done so if I
hadn’t somehow got an idea that he’s fascinating. In fact Mrs. Saltram
herself says he is.”
“So you came to see where the fascination resides? Well, you’ve seen!”
My young lady raised fine eyebrows. “Do you mean in his bad faith?”
“In the extraordinary effects of it; his possession, that is, of some
quality or other that condemns us in advance to forgive him the
humiliation, as I may call it, to which he has subjected us.”
“The humiliation?”
“Why mine, for instance, as one of his guarantors, before you as the
purchaser of a ticket.”
She let her charming gay eyes rest on me. “You don’t look humiliated a
bit, and if you did I should let you off, disappointed as I am; for the
mysterious quality you speak of is just the quality I came to see.”
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