When I desired to be taken to West Kensington in the shortest possible
space of time, Jehu did not altogether appear to see it. He observed
that his horse was tired, that he ought to have been in the stable
before now, and that the stable was on the Surrey side of Waterloo
Bridge. We compromised. He was to drive me to the Strand. When there, I
was to find another cab to take me the remainder of the distance. When
we did reach the Strand the man demanded a most extortionate sum for
his fare. But, as I did not feel in a fit frame of mind to conduct
another heated argument, I gave him what he asked, none the less
conscious that I was enjoying myself in a most expensive kind of way,
as I was aware that Lucy, if she ever came to hear of it, would think.
I was wide awake during the remainder of my journey. Having found
another cab, I made a point of seeing that its driver did not go wrong.
I did not want this time to find myself, say, at New Cross or Hampstead
Heath. When he drew up in front of my house--at last!--I was looking
forward, with a morbid sense of expectation and a bad headache, to the
sort of greeting I might expect to receive inside. But--I repeat it--I
was wide awake.
Directly the cab stopped, I got out. As I stepped upon the pavement,
something came at me, through the darkness--a woman. It was a dark
night--it all happened very suddenly. The details of the figure and the
costume I could not, or at least I did not, make out. That I own. But
about the face I have not the slightest doubt. I saw it as plainly as
ever I saw a face in my life. It looked at me with wide, staring eyes.
There was a look in them which I had never seen before. The lips were
parted--I saw that the teeth were clenched. It was very white, and it
struck me, just in the moment during which I saw it, as looking
strangely white.
But it was none of these things which made my heart stand still, which
made me, with a gasp of horror, reel backwards against the cab. I cared
nothing for what the face looked like. What I did care for was that I
should have seen that face at all. That it should have come to me, like
an accusing spirit, all in an instant, out of the darkness of the
night. For it was the face of the woman whom, like a coward, I had left
lying dead on the Brighton line. It was the face of Ellen Howth.
CHAPTER VI.
A CONFESSION.
"He will be all right now."
The voice seemed to come to me out of the land of dreams. I seemed to
be in a dream myself. What I saw, I seemed to see in a dream. It was
some moments before I realised that the man bending over me was
Ferguson, our doctor; that I was lying undressed in bed; that my wife
was standing by the doctor's side. When I did realise it, I sat up with
a start.
"What's the matter?" I asked. "Have I been ill?"
It struck me that, as he replied to my question with another, the
doctor's eyes were twinkling behind his glasses.
"How are you feeling?"
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